posted September 10, 2021 02:00 PM
I put my info/feedback so far below each part of your reading...Thank you
So it’s general first and then I’ll look to see if there’s more indicators
So I do feel you’ve had to tend to quite a lot of difficulties lately. And/or are already tending to. Things in regards to this tend to be slow and/or not move forward that quickly. Even though you’d wish it.
Feedback: Very true. I've actually been working on this for a while, but stressors around me seem to be keeping it from bouncing back more quickly and instead I have had other issues pop up and subside.
However, I do feel you are dealing with this.
Feedback: Went back to taking a med that only helps to support the fatigue I have as well as vitamins that also support it.
I also get the feeling you are a very loyal and loving person. And you always try to see the best or most positive in situations.
Feedback: Loyal, yes. Trying to stay positive and thinking that past struggles have helped as I feel my current ones are really easier to manage than past situations where I really had no control over much at all (i.e. working for corporations).
Even though I feel there’s been a lot of loss and having to stand or defend (and explain grounds) continuously.
Feedback: Yes, I have lost the freedom I once had and then the people/adversity around me because of differing values.
Further towards the future things will clear up. Also energy wise (like if you are fatigued). It’s like it comes and goes, so there’s no steadyness yet. But there is some improvement. And there are modalities working for you. Even if it’s a slow process.
Feedback: I hope so. Yes, besides the diet control, I'm also meditating and doing some affirmations to help. I've been clearing away stuff from around me--old projects, etc., so my workload lessening will help my energy overall.
We do have some disappointment in the love area coming from the past. And maybe there’s not been action for a long time in that area. Especially since there’s a lot of “on your own” in the energy.
Feedback: I have been disappointed in how my past relationships have worked out. My focus has now been care giving for an older parent and a dog to look after. In what you wrote, maybe the disappointment coming from the past is something that will come in the next couple of months--this may be B.S. as we haven't interacted much lately, but he had also been in a relationship until late last year. Before he dated the last girl, I would bump into him, but then be disappointed. Reminded me of past crushes as a teen--most of which never materialized as relationships.
However there is potential for love available for you.
Feedback: I pick up song lyrics when B.S. thinks of me and lately it was.. someone's watching you. A week ago it was ..I'll follow you anywhere..and
I don't wanna live without you...
With the T.S. I mentioned...I have had health energy issues since I broke it off with him in 1999...even saw a red energy cord attach to me while awake and think even my dog saw it connecting to me and ran under the dining table..one reader called it debilitating energy, so that I'm guessing is where my health issues come from..had surgery 5 years ago and forgot my support med and then it was delayed..after the surgery, all my vitals/energy returned to normal...two days later the energy/fatigue issues returned--I'm thinking he disconnnected--nothing like tapping into someone being unconscious..I also pick up his insecurities, anxiety, scattered thinking, and bipolar issues...I've been learning to ground myself and cut energy cords. I've picked up appearance characteristics, too. My mom thought my hair turned darker..when I feel better, it gets lighter in color and straight--not wavy...
Then there's C.G., he sent me an invite on one of the social websites. I dated him in the early 90's, but he's married now. He taught himself to see aura's and during our last conversation he also seemed to have worked on his intuition. I never knew what he really thought about me. He did make me a Christmas ornament one year that had one word on it: Love. I found him hard to understand.
Health and beauty wise I feel the opportunity (and likelihood of improvement again). Including feeling attractive and good. And I do feel that relates to some type of health (and likely exercise!) towards the future. Movement and creating literal movement is important here.
Feedback: This makes sense--I'll look more like me in appearance. I have a room that will help me with the exercise...clearing stuff away and looking at what I can do with the exercise equipment I have. Yes, movement is important here as I've gotten more relaxed--getting out of third gear and into park..I think I got stuck in high gear with all the work, etc. I've done in emergency mode.
I’m not sure why that feels like a block? I’d still get moving regardless. Love to hear what happened.
Feedback: I think the block is emotions that I need to release..think that is coming when my lifestyle changes one day. My father passed earlier in the same year that I broke things off 22 years ago with T.S. and I had a busy home and work life then and needed to help my mom after my father passed (my dad took care of most everything and my mom is from another country--taught herself English)...felt there was more I needed to release after my father's passing...I also have mercury in Libra (balance) square (in conflict with) Saturn (responsibility, parents). There is help around me, but then the family drama and other drama going on around me seems to now also be getting dragged into it.
I do feel care and/or being seen as reliable. Especially for those needing some extra care (I feel this could be in regards to taking care of others).
Feedback: Yes, I do need to take care of myself better as it can be time consuming caring for my mom--she is 97 and balancing things with myself, her and my dog.
That’s what I got for you. Love to hear how that resonates.
So prediction wise for health: slow, but will improve.
Thank you!
Is there something painful due to like something strained? Wound/glass? Arthritis?
Feedback: This may pop up in the future, but as long as I keep hydrated, all of this goes much better. The health issue that affects my energy levels also helps your body deal with inflammation and needs water to support it.
Love wise: there’s a need to open up and move away from seeing yourself as single (if love is a desire)
Feedback: I need to put myself out there more, but it's harder right now as my mom can't seem to get going each day.
Ps: is there someone nearby that is also single (likely female) but kind of drinks too much? And/or some type of issue with substances.
She may have gone downhill because there was an ending in live commitment for her. Possibly because of death or sudden departure from a partner.
Feedback: I don't know if they drink too much or are taking substances, but she did have her significant other move out last year. He has come by and visited, but maybe a family member passed away..they don't seem very happy..I think they watch me, though, and interestingly my lights in one room dim at times and there is this sad, depressing energy--at first I thought it was me...yesterday I walked into the room closest to the front of my house and felt that way, but when I went to another room, I felt fine. So weird.
Thank you again,
Spring