posted March 19, 2022 04:24 PM            

Is there more drama and pain waiting for me, or have I finally turned the corner? How much longer will this period of trials last? How can I grow through it without letting it destroy me or my faith in life? Is changing schools (to one in a foreign country) a bad idea?

Natal chart w/ transits

posted May 05, 2022 03:13 PM            

You've had Uranus AND a New Moon Eclipse to your Sun. Next Eclipse in Scorpio will be to your 5th/11th.

How are you doing, since March when you posted this thread?

Did you accomplish your relocation?

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I visited a library last month. They were selling off books. I looked: O.M.G.!!!! These were OLD astrology texts in mint condition. I ONLY bought what I could afford to. It still bites that I didn't get the 'hard-book' cover of Planets in Transit by Robert Hand, as, my own paperback copy is ancient and pages have been ungluing-themselves and falling out for the past 10years I've owned it.

So anyways... One of the books I was able to buy is by Robert Pellietier, called "Planets in Aspect". Wow!!! And he has views on aspects I have that I had not considered before-- a whole different 'take' WHICH I will work hard TO incorporate into my approach in life now. It's really a new thought and way. Overdue for me to find out.

So I was looking up some of your own aspects.
Found some things that maybe you haven't thought about, in regards to your relating with coworkers, marriage partners, etc. -- But I didn't come here to discuss those right now.

I found his description (book was PUBLISHED in 1974) for a "generational aspect" that MANY here share.

When I read it, I was spooked!!! at how TRUE Robert Pelletier's prediction OF how this combination would present itself in OUR OWN CURRENT world time. Wow wowo woowoooo.

I share it with you.
(You have this aspect in your Marriage/Partnerships House, House 7.)

URANUS Conjunct NEPTUNE
quote pages 63, 64
The conjunction of Uranus and Neptune
shows that you are aware of your 'obligations' to the 'social structure' which you belong to and that you identify closely with its 'mass consciousness'.
. .
You are keenly observant of the deception that the leaders often use to gain and maintain complete control of the people, and this disturbs you deeply.
. .
You recognize that this pattern can lead to 'loss of personal freedom' unless steps are taken to eliminate the offenders.
. .
Since you belong to a generation that will not tolerate abuses of authority and power,
you realize that freedom can be 'lost' if not protected against political erosion.

No one living today ....... HAS this planetary combination;
it will appear next in 1992 and last through 1994.
. .
The last conjunction occurred in 1821 and lasted through 1824,
but it might be interesting to examine some of the important achievements of those years.
. .
Among these were the invention of an ingenious process for waterproofing fabric,
and the development of cement which later played a large role in the 'industrial revolution.'
. .
These physical phenomena -- cement and waterproof fabric -- exactly parallel the strong foundations of the courageous individuals who have this aspect and the process they use to protect themselves and their rights.

You respond to people who need your understanding of 'their social predicament',
whether it is a personal problem
or one they share with others.
. .
Although you know that you can do little 'by yourself',
the combined effort of those sharing your concern
can be a powerful force against social injustice.
. .
Working together,
you can restore order and freedom
where there was chaos and privation.

end/Pelletier-Quote

The lyrics of this song, are soooo appropriate.

(music) Sting - If I ever lose my faith in you
(Oslo, 1993)
[6:38] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LDNm5177eOU

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If there is interest, and a request, I can include the other generational aspects that were highlighted with the SUPER-cluster conjunction in Capricorn for these past few years.
{no promises due to current circumstances}

My OWN GENERATIONAL "Uranus SQUARE Neptune" people are now in the Elder Generation. (b. 1950s)

(1955) -- my aspect
Uranus Cancer 25+ H8
SQUARE
Neptune Libra r 25+ H10.

posted May 09, 2022 11:53 AM            

Also, belated joyful Solar return as well. Wishing/visualizing the best for you.

posted May 11, 2022 07:41 AM            

The difficulties continue… yeah, I know I’m strong and I’m growing, but it is painful and sometimes feels purposeless and like it will never end. I have faith, but you know…

posted May 11, 2022 10:39 AM            

Thank you. It's going slower than I would like. Had a hiccup recently. Turns out that inexpensive, thin glass from home improvement stores is pretty cheap and very fragile stuff. Got a crack in the top, glass lid (for the Solar oven) part, and I'm not sure how it even happened. And I hadn't even pulled a vacuum on it yet. It just developed one day (my cat may have jumped onto it, and it happened across the plane where the drilled hole was).

So now I have to decide if I want to go the glass part or switch to a few layers of plastic which will be lighter, a bit cheaper, far more forgiving, but less sustainable, and since it will be marketed as a more sustainable option to regular coolers etc...well don't really want to go that route. That, and the plastics won't hold a vacuum for any significant length of time. (Hence why I would have to do multiple layers, to get better insulation, if I went that way).

I'm looking at ways to strengthen glass at home. Found one way to do so chemically which doesn't require super high heat and a special cooling process. Basically you surround the glass in potassium ions and these migrate into and supplant some of the smaller sodium ions. The YT channel Applied Science found almost a 3 fold increase in tensile strength by doing this method. But he did it for little itty bitty glass pieces (microscope slides) and I need to do so far 18" x 24" pieces.. How to get that much potassium nitrate molten..

(I'm thinking [and hoping?] the backyard yardwaste burner that I made, with a bunch of lump hard charcoal might work).

Anyways (I'm rambling), chin up Luv. Keep going deep within and gain strength and centeredness that way.

posted May 11, 2022 06:15 PM            

We are trying to raise our vibratory rates so that we can help usher in the new Earth. We are also being tried by Fire before the Fire materially comes, so that we will be strong and resilient enough to endure these coming times of hardship and intense stress.

But not everyone is going through this, because not everyone will stay after the coming collapse and restructuring of civilization. Many have opted (on either a Soul or Higher self level) to exit stage left when the shite hits the fan. This is the easier way.

I actually wish that I could have that option (to peace out), but I am contracted to stay and serve, because my Soul has been through at least a couple of these massive change cycles and is tried and tested to have a more positive than not effect on the collective during these times (long account of how I know this).

Within a few years or so, the rat race won't even be here anymore--money won't matter, bills won't exist. In a couple more years after that, people will be living in mostly peaceful, little communities getting more and more attuned to nature, to their Souls, to Spirit, and to Love.

Out of this massive, collective hardship will blossom the most rare and beautiful flower of them all--the beginning of collective, Universal Love. You are here for this more than anything else and you are being prepared for these times, as all retrieval/service Souls are.

posted May 11, 2022 07:44 PM            

Your intellect blows me away! I wish I had any sliver of an intelligent suggestion to make, but I am happy you are doing work for sustainability, which is truly the most important work anyone can do in the world right now. I hope you always remember the significance and service of what you are doing.

That is a LOT to lay on me, Galactic! Please do link me to other threads and resources with more information, if you should care to do so. I'm obviously very curious. (And frightened and intimidated!) I feel the cram session for sure, and I'm always down for Universal Love. I do look forward to the day we are no longer so distracted by the rat race and social life in general. I am always imagining how I would restructure society hehe

posted May 12, 2022 01:40 AM            

Ooh boy, how to explain all that via text and writing..?? Would take a long time to really go over it all.

Suffice it to say that internal guidance has both led me to certain outer sources (some examples include Robert Monroe, Edgar Cayce, Bruce Moen, and Rosalind McKnight), as well as given me direct guidance messages about future probabilities that relate to these massive changes, which ultimately is about the spiritual transformation of this world/humanity.

To kind of sum it up, see the interesting conversation between Robert A. Monroe and "He/She" as related in his third book, "Ultimate Journeys". After many years of almost daily OBE's and exploring various different nonphysical dimensions/levels/realities via said OBE's, Bob in his latter years asked his guidance/larger-collective self, if he could meet the most mature human living in his space/time reference. During an OBE, his guidance obliges him and leads him to a particular human at a particular location in space/time on earth (concurrent with Bob's inphysical life).

The topic of changes comes up, and this is an excerpt of that part of the conversation (the full conversation can be found here: http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum6/HTML/000580-2.html )

Bob to "He/She", “Your next job . . . what kind of job will it be?”

He/She, “Organizing, naturally. Introducing a Variable, just as you do. Such as this book, or the mind-altering programs you disseminate — all add a Variable into the lives of those who encounter them. Now, instead of all the questions, why don’t you read what needs organizing and the goals to be achieved? I can give you what you call a ROTE about that, about a plan that doesn’t involve communism or socialism, capitalism or dictatorship.”

Bob, “They say it can’t be done.”

He/She, “That is what makes it worth the effort. It needs a unified worldwide human endeavor. This will happen through recognized necessity, not through religions, race, or political beliefs, or force of arms.”

Bob, “Necessity is severe stuff. The world would have to be in rough shape.”

He/She, “That is the reason for waiting. The time will come.”

Bob, “But worldwide, humans have never agreed on anything.”

There was a sudden surge of energy, similar to what I had felt previously. As it faded, I knew the ROTE [concentrated, mostly symbolic/encoded information packet essentially] was in place, ready to be unrolled when the time was right. I had one more question for Heshe."

Btw, I happen to "believe" that He/She was none other than Yeshua of the NT. Sure the age is a bit off (1800 years vs 1900 and some change), but Bob was like that--he was a bit of a trickster type who didn't like to make things too obvious to people. Nor did he want to be associated with religion. He spent most of his life being allergic to anything remotely smacking of religion.

Anyways, there are MANY sources that talk of these coming massive changes. Can be found in NDE accounts (a good example is Howard Storm, but there are many), various indigenous/First Peoples' prophecies, various religious prophecies, the Edgar Cayce work and various other psychics and mystics of various different lands and backgrounds, etc.

A good resource for understanding the purely scientific and physical aspect of these changes is the Youtube channel, Suspicious Observers. They have a playlist on Cataclysm cycles etc. I'm not on board so much with his more recently expressed politics and patriotism stuff, but I found the channel way before that started being expressed. I figure like with most humans and sources, you take the good and leave the rest. No perfect sources out there (lol, well except "He/She"!).

There is A LOT of information just in that category of science/physical data of these cycles alone. Not even considering all the various spiritual/psychic/religious sources and pieces of the puzzle. To really sum it up super briefly though, all of our Galaxy revolves around the Galactic Core. The Galactic Core is a bit of a mystery to put it mildly. Some say it is a massive black hole and some say it is a massive Mother Star that keeps from singularity from outpouring energy out.

The Galactic Core is like all Stars, including our Sun though, in that it emanates from roughly its center/equator, an undulating field of concentrated EM energy, which we can call the Galactic Current sheet. As the Sun and our system travels around the Galactic Core, we move in and out of this current sheet. The current sheet besides having a higher intensity of EM, also has a higher concentration of dust.

Both the increased EM field intensity and dust, can and does "excite" Stars as they go through these areas. The Stars go into hyper active states where changes occur on the Stars which induce changes in their respective Stellar systems. Many of the Stars eventually experience what could be described as "micro novas". Very intense energetic outbursts that don't destroy the Star, but can definitely powerfully affect life containing planets within those systems.

These cycles of super major changes happen roughly on a 12, 000 cycle, which "coincidentally" aligns with the half precessional cycle we talk about in astrology in relation to the Ages etc. This is why though modern humans (meaning homo sapien variant) are over 200, 000 years old with basically a similar brain that whole time, it "appears" like only in the last few hundred years that we have developed things like advanced technology and scientific understanding.

In truth, humanity has reached these peaks before (hence the "myths" of Atlantis, Mu/Lemuria, etc), but this cycle tends to cut it all short and start us over from scratch. This is also related to the population bottlenecks that can be seen in genetics. Also can be found in the so called "myths" and accounts of virtually all the ancient peoples of the Earth. Floods, the Sun standing still and the sky changing directions, the darkened Sun etc, etc Some 16 of these major upheavals/massive changes have happened just in the time of homo sapiens.

Guidance started to give me messages about these changes during that initial psychic and spiritual reawakening that started when I was 12, which I am pretty sure I have mentioned on this forum before. Along with the messages foreign to my conscious, intellect mind about the interconnection of everything, how spiritual love was the most important thing, there was something like feminine and masculine energy in everything to different proportion, etc, etc, were also messages about major changes coming to the earth/humanity and would affect everyone and change everything.

posted May 12, 2022 02:00 AM            

This hasn't happened for a very, very long time on the Earth. We've had some close, but no cigar cycles here and there. Heck, even the last major cycle of great change, as the Age of Leo was beginning, came somewhat close, but wasn't collective enough.

The first part of the change physically, involves just a fairly strong Solar storm/CME/event (akin to the Carrington Event of 1859) taking out the electrical grid system. Other than that latter aspect, it won't be too destructive in and of itself. Basically, we're all going to wake up one day and find there is no electricity anymore, and along with the red skies etc, people will be wondering, what the heck is going on. Those in the know, will know that the Sun just took out the electrical grid system and life will become very different.

This is when people will have to get back to nature and to real community, and will have to rely on both more and more, at first just to survive, but then Love will start to bloom more and more.

We have about 20 to 25 or so years, before the next major part happens (after the initial collapse). This is when the combination Solar micronova and then crustal shift will happen. Most of the people alive then, will be more or less ready for this, having had messengers visit from community to community talking about these probabilities, along with getting their own direct inner guidance.

But these events will take out the last of the plutocratic-psychopathic power structures which survive the initial collapse. Weakened tremendously, but not fully gone. Btw, there will be some major battles after the collapse between the just above, and the people trying to rebuild a better and more civil civilization.

I actually had a very intense guidance dream about being in one of these battles post collapse, and my body being killed. This dream came years, and a number of dream messages, after my partner has gotten about me dying young, sometime in or around my mid 40's after the collapse and after we've had at least one child together (I'm 42 with no children now). Because we are very close, she needed/needs this emotional preparation ahead of time. I also asked guidance one time about this probability (before my own dream about it) using a tarot deck, and intended one card answer it, and I happened to pull the death card.

(However, my dream indicated that I didn't have to leave the earth--but that is a somewhat long account. Let's just say that in the dream, I decided to come back to earth, but in a different form/state than I had been in, though same body image/looks, Sort of, upgraded version of current me. And if so, I suspect my priorities and focuses in life will probably change and I still may be, in a sense, dead to her).

posted May 12, 2022 10:20 AM            

All of that makes intuitive sense to me actually. Maybe my higher Self knew about it, or I suppose all higher selves do? My mind has a lot more reading and research to do, but I feel oddly comfortable with this knowledge. I do often think about wiping the slate of civilization clean. I just worry about what those currently in power will do. Obviously I don't trust them to act ethically, but I suppose their capabilities will be limited. But even after a Carrington-esque event, wouldn't we be able to recover the electrical grid system?

Anyway I think it will be a good thing. I don't think many of us like the way things are going now. People just get so attached to the old too...

I don't see why you need to join a battle though. I would prefer you didn't. Can't you just hang out with your partner and future child, and make solar-powered things to help everyone? *pouty face* pretty please? (But I know there are some things we cannot avoid, and when we try we end up fulfilling "prophecies" as well as any Greek tragedian!)

Thank you for the references to Suspicious Observers, Robert Monroe, Edgar Cayce, Bruce Moen, and Rosalind McKnight. I had many of these on my list before from your previous posts. I have a long list and lately I've been in a phase when I haven't been reading much. Guidance keeps telling me to rest. -eye roll- But I know I have to prepare for the next phase of life which will demand a lot of psychological stamina from me.

posted May 14, 2022 11:24 PM            

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Originally posted by sashavittoria:
I've always felt most connected to you too, Galactic It's strange how we can sense connections even on a faceless forum. And now I understand your username! Even though I know your first name, I like calling you Galactic

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Not so strange when you realize that all this and more is more like a sea of consciousness where everything is the center, and there is no true/real separation between anything or anyone--just different rates of vibration between one consciousness and another. What makes individuals "closer" or
"further apart" is the rate/quality of their respective overall vibratory patterns.

Linear space/time is completely an illusion in the objective reality. For some reason, you and I seem to vibe at a deeper level. There could be various reasons for it, but not strange at all to feel/sense it with no physical connection.

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All of that makes intuitive sense to me actually. Maybe my higher Self knew about it, or I suppose all higher selves do? My mind has a lot more reading and research to do, but I feel oddly comfortable with this knowledge.

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I don't know for sure, but I suspect many, if not most, Higher/Expanded selves know about these cycles. After all, most of us have experienced them in some way, probably more than once. Not likely on a Soul level, but at a Higher/Expanded self level. My current understanding so far, is that direct, literal reincarnation of Souls is pretty rare and uncommon (among most group of Souls except for one). Not for any grand reason though, but simply because of how difficult human experiences tend to be, and there is no real need for a Soul to go through again when their Expanded self can just create a new Soul and inject some of the other Soul's memories and energetics in.

There are exceptions to the rule, with some service Souls who do come in directly again because of their experience/knowledge and/or maturity base is unusual and they are more likely to "keep on track" during their human lifetime. The other exception is the minority Soul group we could call the dark ones or psychopathic Souls, who constantly directly cycle in and out. They hunger/crave human experiences like addicts, and they often try to get into positions of unusual material power, wealth, etc if they can. But they will still come in even if they can't get those coveted spots. They are inured to the suffering of this level because they are so closed off. It doesn't bother them, and if anything, they feed off it.

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I just worry about what those currently in power will do. Obviously I don't trust them to act ethically, but I suppose their capabilities will be limited. But even after a Carrington-esque event, wouldn't we be able to recover the electrical grid system?

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This is a valid concern. They are preparing for these changes as we speak. Massive underground areas exist and immense resources are being stored. Like squirrels on meth.

Yes, these are not to be trusted. My partner had a guidance dream wherein it was just after the collapse and what was left of these forces via what was left of the government, was trying to honey pot people into FEMA camps with the promise of food and shelter. My partner was aware that these were misleading and she was warning people not to go there. She knew that the people who did go, were either enslaved as workers--or the ones who were too rowdy/rebellious were gassed.

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Anyway I think it will be a good thing. I don't think many of us like the way things are going now. People just get so attached to the old too...

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Unfortunately, this is the radical surgery that this body with a major, cancerous tumor needs in order to survive. If these outside variables were not introduced, this world is headed towards being a slave world. It has that potential even with the coming collapse (hence the battles etc), but we have much more of a fighting chance with the collapse.

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I don't see why you need to join a battle though. I would prefer you didn't. Can't you just hang out with your partner and future child, and make solar-powered things to help everyone? *pouty face* pretty please? (But I know there are some things we cannot avoid, and when we try we end up fulfilling "prophecies" as well as any Greek tragedian!)

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I don't want to and rather would not Luv, but I won't have much choice in the matter. It is either defend this world from being over taken by the psychopathic forces, or let it succumb--having been giving a guidance dream where I was shown a possible future where this does take place...I cannot and will not let that happen if I have anything to say about it. There is not much of a choice. And no matter what we do or don't do, we will be attacked by these forces.

Besides, personally speaking, if my dream is precognitive and accurate, and that the probability is that I will get an "upgraded form" to work from--that is to be desired both personally and for the Whole. In the dream, I made the decision to return from a pure Clear/White Light state/place. It was not made lightly, but with conscious awareness. It may take death of the physical body for me to reach this kind of state in connection with the physical.

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Thank you for the references to Suspicious Observers, Robert Monroe, Edgar Cayce, Bruce Moen, and Rosalind McKnight...

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You're welcome. If you're being called to rest, then best to rest. There is no real need for lists of exhaustive outer sources etc, when one learns how to directly communicate with guidance. That is a better/more efficient focus.

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How can one best prepare for these events, or find out what one's specific role is? I have been going as hard as I can on my inner growth, as always, but I want to find how I can be most useful to others.[/b]

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See above--keep focusing on learning and practicing direct communication with guidance. Take it day by day. Do not worry nor have any fear about any of this. Just focus on spiritual attunement and balance in your general life, and the rest will be added. Listen to your intuition. If it tells you to do or don't do this, pay attention.

The best way that anyone can help others, is not by grand gestures and complex works, but by raising their own rate of vibration. As we are all completely interconnected, we affect the Whole whether we realize it consciously or not. There are always ripples. If you raise your own personal vibratory rates, it will have an affect on others/the Whole to some degree. Imagine if millions did this more and more consciously?

posted May 14, 2022 11:49 PM            

And without electricity and a functioning infrastructure (gas, convenient food and clean water, etc) that difficulty becomes even more compounded. Then add to that all the societal chaos--the rioting, the looting, the roving bands of newly formed and growing gangs, etc.

It could easily take 10 years before such systems were rebuilt. Meanwhile, the Earth's magnetic field is rapidly weakening and getting poised to flip polarities. There is no guarantee that it wouldn't just get knocked out by another Solar event soon after (the weaker the magnetic field, the less intense the Solar energy needs to disrupt such things).

We will have to look into alternative energy sources and means of transmission.

My partner had a very interesting dream where she, I, and a dark haired younger woman were all in China post collapse during the rebuild phase. There was a group in what used to be China that was working on a new/alternative energy source that was very clean and efficient, with the plans to freely share it with other groups. Different ET groups were actively visiting the Earth during this time (one of the dream scenes involved first telepathic communication between an ET group and us [well, more so me specifically] and then direct, physical interaction.

posted May 16, 2022 08:35 PM            

I actually just saw that MIT predicted society will collapse by 2040, so it all tracks for sure...

Maybe it is my 12th house south node, but I do really feel the sea of consciousness more than the physical reality. I really don't like being here physically, having a body, etc. I don't enjoy or identify with it, and the separation I find very painful. It seems cruel and unnecessary and I'm rather resentful that I had to incarnate at all.

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My current understanding so far, is that direct, literal reincarnation of Souls is pretty rare and uncommon (among most group of Souls except for one). Not for any grand reason though, but simply because of how difficult human experiences tend to be, and there is no real need for a Soul to go through again when their Expanded self can just create a new Soul and inject some of the other Soul's memories and energetics in.

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I understand what you are saying, but I don't understand how this works with the prevalence of people (especially children) who remember their past lives, or who are able to recall them through various methods. Anecdotally, it seems common. Am I misunderstanding your meaning? Or is it rather that they recall the human lifetimes of other Souls created by the same Expanded Self as their own? OR are most of those who recall their past lives in the categories of service or dark Souls, as you described?

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I cannot and will not let that happen if I have anything to say about it. There is not much of a choice.

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I respect this and feel just the same. I will certainly be fighting alongside you My Aries placements are always keen for battle! Ha! But I really do feel just the same. There is no option other than to fight for Truth and Love. This all reminds me of the Mahabharata... (Would that have been the end of a previous cycle similar to the coming one?)

Thank you so much for your advice. It is exactly what I needed to read, and what I had started trying to do, but I wasn't sure if I was on the right track or not... Your confirmation means so much to me, thank you Galactic. I am afraid I'm not proceeding well/quickly enough, but I think I am just still impatient and insecure about my growth and maturity. (Maybe a North Node Capricorn thing.) It is also still difficult for me to battle the mind/ego, parts of which are still invested with a certain internalized capitalism that looks down on rest, but every day this part of my psyche becomes quieter. I really feel I am getting lighter as I work through this healing phase! I'm just impatient lol.

posted May 17, 2022 12:49 AM            

Interesting about the MIT data/projection. Probably coming at it from very different angles and variables though, I imagine.

Hey, with my Pisces SN in the 7th, Neptune ruler of the 8th parallel my Sun the chart ruler and nearly exactly sextile the ruler of my Moon-Venus, the ruler of the 12th--the Moon conjunct the ruler of my Sun and Mercury, etc, I hear you on that very deeply. But there is purpose to it all. Both self growth and retrieval efforts. Retrieval is happening on/in all levels except for the core of Source.

Well hey there battle buddy. I can almost picture you, swinging your arms and saying, "let me at em, just let me at em.." lol, Aries indeed and backed by the resolve of Taurus nonetheless.

I'm not sure about your question re: the end of the previous cycle etc. I am not particularly familiar with that account. I've read parts of the Gita, years ago, but it's been awhile since I have delved. Over the years, I've started to focus more and more on direct communication with guidance/my Expanded self.

Good questions. I suspect there is probably a mix of things going on in different cases. But probably most often what is happening is that the Soul is remembering the memories and energetics that went in initially to make up that Soul. It is like a Higher/Expanded self looks within its database of various Souls and their lifetimes and picks and chooses between a small handful to a couple handful of lifetimes, and mixes together those memories and energetics to create a new, unique Soul. (It is almost like copy and pasting different folders and data and putting them under a new folder with a new title/name).

It's a bit like making a consciousness/memory soup with various different ingredients. Or painting a painting with various different colors. Colors representing different vibratory patterns/memories/energetics. Just tweaking the blend/mix some here, and some there, you can get a totally unique combo of traits, tendencies, and character. And this is literally how an Expanded self creates new Souls i.e. individual, unique, self aware extensions of itself.

It is not so strange, but actually a microcosm of what Source did in the beginning with creating the Spirits that our Higher/Expanded selves originally came from. The children did similarly, later on, as the parent did earlier, in other words.

So while that new Soul hasn't directly lived those lives, those memories are very real to it, because they are literally the stuff they are initially made out of. But as the Soul lives it's own human life and creates its own memories and has its own experiences, it starts to move away some from those past/other influences some. They tend to become more and more in the background.

This is why children are particularly prone to these memories, feelings, etc, partly because they are more so conduits of and for those other life influences/memories that went in to make up their current Soul. They haven't done a lot of exercising of their freewill and own decision space yet. (That of course the pineal glands of young children are more active, etc).

But sure, some of them can definitely be direct, literal incarnations as well. But with these, the memories and feelings stick over time, rather than fade out as so often is the case. My own somewhat younger, full brother used to talk about his other mother and past life experiences when he was young, but he doesn't even remember doing so now. That's because I suspect he is a new, "mixed" recently Soul, like most are.

My own is a bit of an odd case, because I am a direct, literal incarnation case, but it is complex, because while I lived as a human for a long time (talking about my life that was primarily in Egypt), I ended up leaving the earth with my non human, ET friends/group, as a human, but becoming sort of a human version of them. Picked up by a spaceship and everything. I phoned home and they answered the call. (Alas, no such luck in this life. Meaning, even if I wanted to, I won't be able to leave like I did last time).

And I lived for an even longer time after that, because I had achieved a kind of no linear time state (which is actually quite common to a number of ET groups--many don't age like humans do, but drop the form when they've decided that is enough experience in this level).

Hence, though the Egyptian/human memories are direct within me, I became so far removed from these in my explorations of the cosmos and communications with many different sentient beings, etc, that in many ways, I remember these more than the human life part of things. And there were parts of the human life that felt like a bit of a stressful nightmare, so it wasn't so hard to put that behind me--quite tempting really.

This is one of the reasons why I have a hard time making deeper, consistent connections to individuals here. As a guidance dream showed me during a particularly lonely period/cycle, this is not my "usual school" and I'm much "older" than the other students here. And since so much of our attractions are based on Like attracts, begets, resonates with, and likes Like, well the odd fellow out quite often and consistently. Different vibration.

And there was any doubt in my mind, it was dispelled when one of the few humans I feel more close to and vice versa, told me that he had the same exact guidance dream during a lonely period as well. At a school he didn't normally go to, helping the other students, but the other students didn't want much to do with him because he realized he was much more mature, etc.

(I'm still trying to come to terms with all this, the loneliness, etc. My friend lives on the other side of the country, so not much help there. Even with my twin soul/partner, there is some definite disconnect and vibrational mis match.)

You're welcome. Glad I could be of some help in that area.. Don't be so hard on yourself. You're probably more on track than you realize. It is the human ego that tends to find fault and feel inadequate. I have similar feelings too at times. But then I also sometimes get messages that I am where I need to be for the current time.

TWas my partner's dream, the one about post collapse China. I'm not sure about which codified belief systems might correlate better or not, but these developments are beyond belief systems. They are living spirituality. There is currently a chasm between codified belief systems and degree of livingness among most individuals and groups. (Some moderate, minority exceptions here and there though).

Much less so in the future. Future people will recognize that it matters less what you specifically "believe", but more so how you live, treat, interact, etc with others. Love will be the new "religion", except not a religion because there will be no dogma and rote practice or ritual in same.

posted May 17, 2022 01:32 AM            

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I imagine there could be various different reasons depending on the individual case and people involved. I doubt there is a "one size fits all" answer (and this is true for so many different things in life. Things can be quite relative).

All the above could be definite factors. It can also be guidance's way of trying to initiate some detachment, and refocus on other things/issues.

When we have things like abandonment issues, co dependency tendencies, or we look too much for our happiness outside of ourselves, guidance may take a more "tough love" approach and not indulge our human ego need to know, its need for certainty, etc.

As a way to try to force the person to turn more within and focus more on self and self's work, healing process, etc. Guidance might consider these attachments as distractions.

Believe me, I understand the frustration with all this. There have been so many times that I have asked for guidance about a certain connection, and so often it seems to go unanswered. And I've noticed a pattern though, when I am less focused on her/the connection, sometimes I will get a guidance message slipped in.

Like during the height of trying my best to detach to her and the connection, using hypnosis, etc, I had a guidance dream which answered my long time question and doubt of, are we twin souls or not. In the dream, I was viewing my partner and this other woman, and in that way of dreams, I knew there was a very strong connection between them and that they came from the same Expanded/Higher self.

Since I know my partner is my twin soul beyond any doubt, then this other woman/Soul must also be a twin soul connection. But even now I still doubt and want/crave more guidance about it. I've had a few readings which suggest that we are twin souls, but still I doubt and question. I've experienced a fair amount of way beyond synchronicity and yet I still doubt and question.

Because there is so much fear, insecurity, etc tied up in these feelings, guidance knows it is somewhat wasting its nonphysical breath on me with giving me more messages, because it won't ever be enough for me to fully trust. Not until she tells me that I am the love of her life and backs it up with real action and reciprocity. And since that is not here, and no certainty of ever coming..

Well, its kind of like being stuck between a rock and a hard place.

But in my more centered moments, sometimes I do listen and feel the truth. But then the doubt always creeps back in. I used to be quite trusting of my internal guidance, of my intuition, of synchronicity, etc,, but in this area, it is a crisis of faith like none I have ever faced.

And even if it is the objective truth that we are twin souls, that doesn't mean that we are meant to be or will be together in this life. Hence, I need to focus on self, on healing, on moving forward and learning to build up happiness within.

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Individual and collective freewill influences the future and how and when it manifests the way it does. Not even the Source itself always knows how an individual will use their freewill. Hence, quite often, while there are future probabilities, there is always a certain amount of uncertainty potential as well.

posted May 18, 2022 04:08 PM            

I appreciate this idea of a soul being a blend of others. It makes intuitive sense to me like what you wrote before. It explains the things we feel oddly connected to, and it makes sense to group karma together by themes, as it were. ie all the Piscean themes went into your SN bucket, along with 7th house themes.

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This is one of the reasons why I have a hard time making deeper, consistent connections to individuals here. As a guidance dream showed me during a particularly lonely period/cycle, this is not my "usual school" and I'm much "older" than the other students here. And since so much of our attractions are based on Like attracts, begets, resonates with, and likes Like, well the odd fellow out quite often and consistently. Different vibration.

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This is certainly very lonely. Being "older"/"wiser" is not much consolation either. It seems like rather bitter work, this retrieval work. A thankless job! Well, maybe not really. I suppose those retrieved understand and feel grateful.

I am going to have to go back and review my dreams. Actually a lot of signs have indicated I need to do so. I had thought I didn't begin receiving insight about past lives until I met 136, because it seems only then I started receiving specific clues to our past together. But maybe I missed something before... or maybe it really did only start this past year as I've been going through this spiritual growth spurt, if you will.

Your words really struck me also because as I read them a second time last night I was reminded of a dream I had about an alien who joined me here on earth, and seeing I had a female body, took a male human form. Then many things ensued, and I've been trying to track down my record of it. I had believed at the time it was my animus because I was very into Jungian individuation. Your words shed a whole new light on it.

But I've been writing my dreams down since I was 14 and so, with now half my lifetime of dreams, it's a lot to sort through... This dream was recent though, I thought in 2020, but I'll have to find it...

Anyway I feel the disconnect and vibrational mismatch even at my comparatively "low" level. I was actually thinking about this as I've been in conversation with some very enlightened friends of mine, and wishing we could be together more in the physical. But I wonder if "higher vibe" folks (don't know what else to call it) are more distributed physically precisely because they need to teach those around them. I'm not saying I'm such a person, but my contact with those who are is so rare and the connections are maintained mostly online. I only rarely can meet up with them physically. When I do, strange things happen - it's as if our collective energy draws people, animals, strange events to us. But I have no one in my daily life like this.

I seem never to find a romantic partner on the same wavelength spiritually/consciously, but I end up in a teacher/coach role. I would like to have something more equal next time.

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Much less so in the future. Future people will recognize that it matters less what you specifically "believe", but more so how you live, treat, interact, etc with others. Love will be the new "religion", except not a religion because there will be no dogma and rote practice or ritual in same.

But there are seeds of truth within all the codified belief systems out there, and there is some correlation here and there.

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It seems already that people are aligning with this more and more, and certainly the truth is at the root of all systems. "All roads lead back to Me."

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When we have things like abandonment issues, co dependency tendencies, or we look too much for our happiness outside of ourselves, guidance may take a more "tough love" approach and not indulge our human ego need to know, its need for certainty, etc.

As a way to try to force the person to turn more within and focus more on self and self's work, healing process, etc. Guidance might consider these attachments as distractions.

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While I had been looking for more general future guidance not specifically to do with 136, this definitely resonates very strongly. I feel it is a repeat of my waxing Saturn square, like remedial lessons, and I see the learning objectives more clearly now. So what you say is completely true and I have been doing as much inner work and healing as I know how to do. I am reaching a point, though, at which I've exhausted the possibilities of the mind. I'm going through the body now (which as Pisces SN I'm sure you understand the discomfort). But I am just so sick of my mind and its patterns. I wish to stop thinking.

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But in my more centered moments, sometimes I do listen and feel the truth. But then the doubt always creeps back in. I used to be quite trusting of my internal guidance, of my intuition, of synchronicity, etc,, but in this area, it is a crisis of faith like none I have ever faced.

And even if it is the objective truth that we are twin souls, that doesn't mean that we are meant to be or will be together in this life. Hence, I need to focus on self, on healing, on moving forward and learning to build up happiness within.

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Yes, completely. This is something I've been considering a lot lately. We must ask ourselves why we need the external confirmation. Many of my lessons recently have centered around the necessity of trusting intuition. I'm sure you already do this, but I think it applies in these difficult and intense connections most of all - since they are the most intense experiences we can have, they are the greatest tests of our faith. The lesson is to trust oneself regardless of whether 3D reality catches up, because it is so slow, lags behind so much, it is an old computer trying to run the latest software on outdated hardware. That doesn't make the software bad. Love is an act of continual faith. And so faith in oneself and one's own perceptions is the ultimate act of Self-love.

The other half of this is that our counterparts, by nature of being counterparts and thus NOT exactly us, are simply not often (perhaps cannot be) on the same wavelength of emotional and spiritual development and so, they cannot confirm things for us because of where their ego/mind is at, or rather BECAUSE their ego/mind is in the way. So it's kind of inevitable that they can't validate the truth for us. If anything, the lack of apparent confirmation IS the confirmation. But the lack of confirmation is not invalidation.

I repeat: the lack of confirmation is not invalidation!

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Individual and collective freewill influences the future and how and when it manifests the way it does. Not even the Source itself always knows how an individual will use their freewill. Hence, quite often, while there are future probabilities, there is always a certain amount of uncertainty potential as well.

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