posted April 01, 2022 06:57 PM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
We have a few from time to time. Can you post a pic?

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Left hand pic,interesting focus on career future,marriage/relationship prospects,mental health,everything right now are down,unemployment,mental health issues,lack of friends,conflicts with parents and many more negatives.I don't know why the first half of my life is ruined and gone wrong so far,i cannot explain by myself.

posted April 03, 2022 07:01 AM            

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Originally posted by Randall:
We have a few from time to time. Can you post a pic?

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Bump! Bump!

posted April 08, 2022 04:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Sorrow:
Bump! Bump!

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Guys,any palm reader over here around?

posted April 08, 2022 07:28 PM            

First off, change your username. You complain about being unhappy or having issues yet you’re self identifying with it way too much, being sorrowful isn’t a badge of honour or something to advertise. In order to heal or get better, you have to WANT to do the hard work first. Do you really want that? Seems like you’ve built your whole identity around being a victim or suffering, cut that out. You’re still alive, you have access to the internet and we all go thru tough stuff, stop being so negative or indulging in self-pity. This is your guides talking too btw, not me. They are beyond frustrated and a bit annoyed tbh, because I feel the events in your life were only half fate and half or maybe even more your own self-undoing and self sabotaging and you still refuse to change, acknowledge or admit your own role you’ve played in all this. You’re tougher, stronger and more resilient than you could ever imagine, we all are, start acting and believing like it. You have to change your perspective for starters, and don’t identify with you negative feelings as much, emotions are temporary and just visitors, let them be! Don’t get stuck in them or let whatever negative things happened to you shape your entire life. You aren’t your trauma, and you’ve been traumatized. It’s clear as day in your palm.

Point is, healing is possible. Go see a reiki healer or energy worker in your area. Start meditating, work on clearing out old stagnant energy and memories etc.
I don’t care what happened to you, you’re still imposed to a beautiful happy ending but it’s up to YOU to do the work and want to change. Nobody is going to save you but yourself.

Good luck friend, I wish you well and lots of happiness and growth in your healing journey. Start tonight. Don’t waste even a second more of the pity party. I don’t say any of this to be harsh, it’s what you need to hear and the wake up call you needed to hear. I feel others have maybe coddled you too much in your life and won’t say the truth.

You have a broken head AND lifeline. This is the cause of your issues.
You had some early childhood troubles and trauma, either with your health/serious illness or near death experience, accidents, unexpected events, death, loss or disruptions etc. something traumatic anyways that rocked you to your core and it even charged the way you think, from all the mental and emotional stress.

You need to clear all this out! Trauma never leaves your energy/aura until it’s cleared and if it isn’t, it will only continue to cause issues like with yourself.

posted April 08, 2022 08:07 PM            

If my lifeline is cut and caused some of the issues im facing the last 20 years,then alright but should know whats next,if the second half of my life could be better in some areas or just remain in a sad situation.

Will i marry and make a family,will i find a stable career ever,will overcome mental health problems?
My nickname dont make any difference at all,i like melancholic melodic music.

posted April 09, 2022 12:35 AM            

Your other questions are irrelevant, because you have other issues to work on first, which are way more important which is your healing work, once you do that, all that other stuff will be more of a possibility.
Start being more positive! Remove anything low vibrational or draining as it only exacerbates your unhappiness.

posted April 09, 2022 01:34 PM            

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Originally posted by LunaIscariot:

All of the things we read, listen to, people we surround ourselves with etc. it all affects our energy, and you don’t even realize how you’re contributing to your own unhappiness by choosing to feed your energy with this sad or negative things, like your name and the music etc.

Your other questions are irrelevant, because you have other issues to work on first, which are way more important which is your healing work, once you do that, all that other stuff will be more of a possibility.Start being more positive! Remove anything low vibrational or draining as it only exacerbates your unhappiness.

That’s a very easy and free first step you can take to greatly improve your well-being. Invest in yourself, therapy or energy healing or both. [/B]

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Look,i've tried sometimes to clear the old trash with a physic energy cleaner or to throw away negative people,most times it failed to clean my energy or not lasted enough and needeed to repeat again cleansing.

I've surrounded with many gossipers and slanders in my workplaces that did my life **** everyday,i retired but their negative affection still remain and refuses to leave.Most of them were women.I've tried psychotherapy for 1,5 year and took meds to recover from severe anxiety i felt back in dec 2020.I don't know if energy healing working at all or it's just a marketing ads for waste money.

posted April 09, 2022 11:39 PM            

Big hugs!!! I can relate to some of what you wrote about workplaces, etc.

Hope this helps in some way.

Wishing you all the best!

posted April 09, 2022 11:49 PM            

Finding other people that help others--volunteering were very healing for me, too.

posted April 10, 2022 02:45 PM            

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Originally posted by outofideas:
I can relate a little to what you're going through. Suffering and going through hardships for no reason seems so unfair.

Have you ever looked at your birth chart? There might be some information on there that can explain this. Malefic natal placements or transits. If you would like post your natal chart with correct birth time if possible so we could have a look.

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posted April 11, 2022 01:31 PM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Maybe take a look at your progressions for more insight..I also see that Pluto rules your 3rd house and is conjunct Venus...intense relationships with coworkers, neighbors and friends..

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Dunno reading...Anyway,i just wanted a palm reading if possible.

posted April 11, 2022 03:18 PM            

There are a few things that are natally predisposing you to having difficult relationships with females and hardships in relationships in general. I can see where your mental health is afflicted too.

You probably had it the worst 3-4 years ago when transiting Pluto was closely squaring your Moon. This tends to bring in jealous females into your circle who will try to trip you and cause issues for you in any way possible. I'm not surprised this problem transpired at work but I'm sure it affected all areas of your life. I went through the same thing. Males who are not in their true masculinity and are prone to catty female behaviour will also have acted badly towards you. In general this is a very stressful period with a lot of backstabbing, cheating, slander, etc coming from others. Even if you're an angel and always helped everyone out they'd turn on you and backstab you and run your name through the mud for no reason. Pluto square Moon in general is a very unstable aspect and the people who embody it and act it out have severe mental issues that they are projecting on to innocent people.
But in general with your Moon conjunct the Node and square Mars you always seemed to have had a tense home environment and tense relationships with women, or problematic relationships between the male and female archetypes in your home. Mars square the Node unfortunately destines one to problems in relationships.
Pluto conjunct Venus in Scorpio isn't very cute either. You may attract younger females who are quite toxic and controlling, possessive, obsessive, etc. You may have jealous sister(s).

Neptune square Mercury is an unfortunate aspect too. Your nervous system is very delicate and sensitive. You take on more than you know energetically and it affects your mental stability and clarity. It would help if you listen to upbeat and positive music as you are taking on negative and sad vibes too easily. Stay away from any substances and don't overdo anything. Everything affects you stronger than the average person. Whether it's alcohol, pills, herbs, food, toxins etc. Your senses are overloaded and overwhelmed and you need more peace in your life.

posted April 11, 2022 04:28 PM            

The second she was putting too much pressure to me,asking more and more,gossiping negative for me behind my back too.Only the other two supervisors supporting me honestly.

It was that time 2020 dec,after christmas i retired from there and the company was bad too,but was anxious if selected the right timing to leave as didnt wanted to just be unemployed.From then and for 1,5 years started a really bad period and stressed for mental health,with psychiatrist,psychologist,therapies,drugs/meds as i had mentally cracked down,even if i found in two months another job,i couldn't overcome the psychological shock and anxiety and the whole situation that affected me back then in that job.Psychiatrist diagnosed me with avoidant personality disorder,with most symptoms have to do with hypersensitivity of negative criticizing from other people,too shyness,fear to express emotions,fear of rejection,social anxiety,inferiority and more etc.A chronic issue that needs long term treatment,expensive therapy and with slow progress.
Now,i stopped therapy due to unemployment and cost payment is too expensive.But,i slowly recovered from this hell,my health is a bit better and in june doctor said i will stop completely the drugs so to come out of this.

At least i finally kept 1-2 friends even if may i lost some others.Friendships,relationships always were difficult cause im an introvet and shy person,not too much talkative too,so women see a guy in their eyes seem to be a weirdo,too closed in his self,with hiding emotions etc,so may they just skip for these reasons.

Betraying,slandering,gossiping i faced,without having the experience how to handle these people,to put limits and seek respect from them.

My life line is cut,my first half of my life wasnt what expected to be,too much struggles in most areas,studies failures,degrees left in the middle(trying to finish em this year),crappy jobs with low salaries and no personal time,lack of friendships and limitation on relationships,even sex life was not there at all.Also tried many times to have some kind of protection from all this negative energy affected me from others,with eye of tiger gemstones,black tourmaline gem too,thor's necklace,energy cleansing from professional physic cleaner,to unblock some chakras,but still not enough to prevent some people to attack me or do psychological bullying/war to me.

Anyway,thnx for your reading,you read with accuracy,most of what you wrote is true.

Dunno if will marry or stay alone for whole life,if my career will improve with a better,more joyful stable job,i need peace now,soul healing,so keep a plan for changes to a more positive view.

posted April 13, 2022 01:48 PM            

But generally I don't really see a harsh work environment for you in your chart. I think it was just a bad period for you, made to feel worse because of that nasty transit. I think you might benefit from working from home though. Something remote, on a computer.

I can't really say about marriage. If you are afraid of bad relationships don't forget that even the most successful celebrities have broken marriages and bad partners. So don't feel like you are doomed. The reality is many people experience bad relationships. Try to find a nice and compatible partner. Don't let the past hold you back. Try to find someone during this Sun - Pluto transit. It may be long lasting then.

Why am I not surprised that cleansing sessions from healers and what not didn't really work for you. Very few people get issues resolved that way. Gemstones only work for a few people. The reality is these things just don't work for everyone. If it was that easy everyone will be able to solve their problems by snapping their fingers. You have to find what works for you.

posted April 13, 2022 03:46 PM            

May i did wrong that i never said openly something to supervisors,but again as you said nothing will be done i think.

When i left,i felt immediately in severe sadness,depression,feeling bad for the negative gossip behind my back and the behavior of some people against me.

Now,im currently unemployed so that's why you read no harsh workplace enviroment,but i worry about my career future,time flies,im 35 yo dude and nothing good so far what if i've sent cv for many interviews.

Marriage is a blurred situation,i dont have relationship for many many years, complicated to predict.

Are you read improvements into 2022-2023 or will stay unemployed and alone for more?

posted April 17, 2022 12:17 PM            

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Originally posted by Sorrow:
Bump! Bump! Palm reader over here anyone?

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Palm reading,bump! BUMP!

posted April 18, 2022 12:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Sorrow:
Palm reading,bump! BUMP!

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Bump!! Give me palm reading please,someone who knows read the palm?

posted April 18, 2022 04:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Sweetpie:
You can check out some palm readers with a wide variety of prices on Etsy. I saw some over there.

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Randall said me we have some members over here but may they are not so active lately.Etsy is not a trustworthy service for me to waste my money.