posted May 05, 2022 01:08 PM
One time long ago in my past-- I had a burning decision to make between two good decisions. I had been made an offer by a stockbroker I'd been working for. She was going to give me one of her client-accounts and train me HOWEVER I had to make a 'promise' to her NOT to become pregnant for two years-- to delay starting a family (with my new husband). I was in my late 20s, and my biological clock was running (out of time, it seemed). My husband and I BOTH wanted to start having children (with us both in late 20s).I went back and forth about this--- I was REALLY wanting to have a Baby. My husband wanted it. -- And YET, here was a Career Offer-- open door. It was special because I had already been working as an assistant to this woman broker for several years. With her being an older woman in the business with a large network of associates and friends, certainly 'this' was a Chance!
Still gnashing BOTH ideas I talked to an older Jewish Woman friend I'd been close to for over a decade. (She was also friends and a client of this broker.) I 'presented' my dilemma to her ...
So Wise .... She told me that 'my answer' was showing by 'the way' I worded my question..
I stopped. Thought about it.
By my OWN words, I was saying that I wanted the baby. {And, biologically THIS was the time.}
Coincidently?? .. I hadn't discovered yet, that my BODY had 'just' conceived! I had a baby inside my uterus, and didn't know it yet.
I got the news I was pregnant, and so I had to forgo the broker's offer. --- Good thing too as morning sickness was VERY severe. Felt like I had a bad FLU for the entire gestation.
So ... Thinking about my dear and beloved Friend today.
The answer to your Question, is buried and revealed by 'the way' you asked it. The answer would be in the affirmative, given to you BY your own subconscious energy and thought.
Just because you can do the motions and requirements of a Job, doesn't mean that you are cut-out for it inside you. Your subconscious mind perhaps WOULD sabotage your own efforts after a while. --- I know you've been have an 'awful' time with TRYING to decide on a career that 'fits' you?
Like some of the astrologers I've heard recently say --- FOLLOW YOUR HEART.
From the way you worded your question...
perhaps your Heart already Knows --
That's not the PATH it really down DEEP truly wants to go in?
And yet
It's something you can 'do' to make Money.
Weigh your Question... again.
While you still have Time on your side...
What would you do every day-- and 'not' get paid for it?
What makes your Heart happy?
Much Love to you, ChildofVenus.
Keep DIGGING.
Happy Belated Birthday!
Wow! You'll be having your JUPITER Aries Return this year. Cool!!!
Whoah... Your Venus at 28+ PISCES has been being BLESSED.
When Jupiter and Mars join in a conjunction at end of May, start of June, it will stimulate your North Node in Aries.
Listen to your HEART, ChildofVenus.
WHILE these transits cross your important planets in the 8th House, take time in Nature. .. Don't 'think' -- Just FEEL.
Your HEART already 'feel's direction.
Follow ..
Uranus will be crossing your MC also.
With that transit, if you aren't 'satisfied' with what you're 'doing' for career, it would be bound to Change again.
Be Still.
LET your Answers "surface" up ..
not from thought-mind, but from your HEART.
Then let your mind 'take notes'... Be the rudder.
Let this all sink in for you.
(music) Do You Know Where You're Going To?
(Lara Fabian, 2012)
[3:08] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DAju8URamDg
With your Moon in the 6th, things you decide might feel right one moment, then wrong for the rest of the time. Fluctuates.
With transiting Saturn IN your 6th -- everything you may be thinking of to do (in your work, your labors) might feel EXTRA weighty, EXTRA heavy in efforts. Saturn makes 'work' FEEL like work!! Too much work.
The transiting NODES will very soon be changing house-emphasis for you. Will soon be highlighting your 3rd and 9th House axes.
SUN will come to your MC.
I hope Life gives you the BEST "download" for your career wishes. STAY with it. More to Come!!! LoL
AND, 'more' jobs are being Created NOW.
Search the job-creation fields again.
When Uranus {technology} gets to your MC, and Jupiter in Aries brings EVEN Newer innovations to light, your MOON Aquarius (Uranus and Saturn rule Aquarius) might 'out of the blue' BRING your Attention to something BRAND NEW in the Fields of Work.
With nodes traveling your 9th and 3rd, you may find yourself in a school for Training you in something that might REALLY Fit!!!!
Keep your antennae Tuned!
Things may be "just around the corner" for you.