posted May 24, 2006 05:45 AM              

I feel the fear of your disapproval already. But here goes (nothing)...

You are cowardly
nothing smart
What you learnt you would never figure out for yourself
thats what makes me stronger
not stronger in this..but stronger in me
my inside will always see that you're outside
you are outside
and you will never be in
because you try to win
and because you take the easy way out
when the hard way is to suffer
you never suffer
you always see
you are never unlucky
you are just born lucky
and that is the true FACE
you think you are someone
when you are nothing
you are only nothing because you were taught that you were nothing
instead of being fooled into believing you were someone
people that are blessed will see into your tunnel
you are nothing but the grid over the well
the well that does nothing but serve you well
living is not serving
living is seeing
through your blindfold
that is so easy
because ridicule is your weapon, words are your weapon, you can never control the true spirit in me
the spirit that knows
the old spirit that thinks for itself
your lies unfold
every day
and people that do not see you
are your flies
flies in your spiderweb
I see the fly
I see the spiderweb
I see the dark side of the moon
And I am the light side
your Gonzo journalism has not fooled me
I send this to you, knowing you won't reply...knowing you are laughing on the other side of your face
you deserve to be there
I am here in the middle and hurting
and the truth will always suffer
but the truth knows
that you are ******** , and eventually we will question you
you and your lies
your greed, your selfishness
We are not in your river
we are the sun
and we see you
we see you, and always live in the sun
we are one
we are good spirits
undermined by your evilness and depravity
We are the apples that shine in the sun, and ripen with your heat
You are the cowardly sun that uses us to serve your purpose
I am not your humble servant
Deep down I may seem to follow your lies
but eventually I find out
And I find that your only way of leading me is tying the rope around my neck and pulling me
secretly
You should know that you take the easy way
Because you are easy.
YOU
So many things are dumb
So many things that I see are pointless
that reminds me of you
not that it matters
you know what matters?
I MATTER
my mind, and my belief, and my heart FIGURE YOU OUT
You think that your lies entice
Your lies devise
You take away
When you take from me you get nothing
you get just what you deserve
you want to be happy
happiness comes when you have served the time
you serve no time
you serve the easiest trick in the book
you are given what you deserve
and you deserve to burn
BLEED LIKE ME
you think you're at the top
you are the lowest
you are not even a minus symbol
because you own no heart
you own nothing
because nothing is what you want
you want nothing

When I want something

I see the meaning of life

posted May 24, 2006 08:53 AM              

I call her every name; for she makes my name sound like music, like a chant to some dark god

PIRATES are the great mischief and danger which threatens kingdoms and commonwealth

inside

i want

no thanks

addicted

witch

which one are you?

we've switched

introducing

heartache

fights

a gain!

a smile says it all

LUCKYBRAND

under fire

demand

over already!

I don't understand anything on this page.

Your hair has more oil than the middle east.

revenge

dramatic

scandal

distraught

amazing impact

this week

too intense for the shy!

something to say?

ENTERTAINMENT INDUSTRY FOUNDATION

NEW YORK

get the look

shame

vicious

what you need right now!

I'm dragged to the ground by a jungle cat. She devours me.

posted May 24, 2006 09:03 AM              

JUST DO IT.

Again.

We don't know who the culprit is and we're furious.

IT WASN'T ME.

A stitch in time saves 9.

PAPER read between the lines (lies)

I'm not crazy...

Anchorman

IT'S GREY

A DENIAL

We don't forget

BANG!!!

GOVERNMENT - Another way to say 'better than you.'

YOU CLOWNS

"As below, so above; and as above, so below. With this knowledge alone you may work miracles".

EARTH-HEART SOUL SOUNDS

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Our passion is to enpower you so that you in turn enpower others.

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World of Feng Shui.

Integrative Brain Function.

posted May 24, 2006 09:16 AM              

Rebirthing - breathwork training.

I'm a nice man, but money turned me into Satan.

Humans are more than just a bunch of molecules. Free your heart and mind.

CRIKEY!

The world is a vampire.

Just want to do something for yourself.

Life. Learning for life.

ALL OF THEM WITCHES.

The most amazing experiences are always felt in the heart.

A new career...become a WELLNESS consultant.

Get out of the well, idiot.

Mother's hands are serving meals.

the road less travelled

Discover yourself, study at home.

AUSTRALIAN INSTITUTE OF NATURAL ANIMAL MEDICINE !!!

YOU HAVE A BRILLANT MIND.

Lie down, and have a nice mud bath. We will massage you. Relax.

HOW ABOUT A NICE CUP OF

What would you like to buy?

Buy now, pay later.

BIG BROTHER, helps you bring out their good side.

LOOK CLOSER

Don't you wish your owner was hot like me?

Q. WHAT DO YOU WANT

Blind cat.

Back to the future.

BEST BY DESIGN

TRAPPED

Gets even smoother!

"It gets my tick too."

EW ME

Too shocking!

Backchat!

They say it fits if you let it...

LIVE THE LIE

Simply irresistibubble.

DISASTERS

(We dare you to find it anywhere else!)

Mother Leopard, I have your cub. You must protect her. But that will be expensive. 1000 words.

posted May 24, 2006 09:19 AM              

BOW WOW!

Whisper my favourite words, "I'll buy it for you."

HI LOSER, OBEY ME.

"They're giving big business a run for its money!"

MISSION IMPOSSIBLE

Discover whole new ways of faking it.

Big Brother Bad.

IS IT TRUE?

LIKE PEAS IN A POD

SNAP

HARD-MAN ACT

ARMED AND DANGEROUS

OUT NOW!

SHOT IN THE DARK - MEDIA'S PRISONERS

posted May 24, 2006 09:22 AM              

I may not be powerful in riches, but my spirit is powerful.

posted May 24, 2006 09:35 AM              

95% of clients quit forever

"Spiritual energy for you is very personal. You should always create a safe space, preferably a quiet corner in your home, to turn within."

posted May 24, 2006 09:55 AM              

It's easy to judge others and society but what are you doing to attempt to change things for the better? Analyzing or judging what is wrong is a first step but once you do that then any kind of true spirituality requires that we at least attempt to do what we can to correct the wrongs and make the world a more just and loving place for all.

Righteous anger is a good thing if that is what your words were born out of.

You see, bleakbeauty when you said "anymore" that leads me to think you are Lotus. Because that implies it has happened in the past in your mind and you are new here at LL or at least I have not seen your name on the threads until now. The fact that you even think I am attempting to hurt you is paranoid.

posted May 24, 2006 10:07 AM              

All I wanted to do was express myself.

I don't care if you agree or disagree, but don't make me feel less real than I already do.

I know I am not superior. You don't see me yet you assume that I try to hurt something. I don't want to hurt anything. All I do is search for answers, and I don't seem to find anything.

I thought this website was full of caring people. But then I'm always wrong.

posted May 24, 2006 10:12 AM              

If anything I typed came out as an attack it wasn't meant to.

I remember typing that I didn't read the news. I don't remember an attack.

posted May 24, 2006 10:15 AM              

That is not what you typed to pixelpixie this morning.

To Pix you said:

quote:

---

Oh, how kind of you to offer nothing when you presume you are something.

---

Nor am I looking for a fight. But the words you posted here were not the most pleasant way of expressing whatever it is that you are trying to express.

Don't intend to be mean to you, bleakbeauty but your behavior is very confusing to me. I probably shouldn't have been so flippant about it in the beginning of this thread. If you are troubled that was not the right thing to do.

For you, bleakbeauty with my apologies:

posted May 24, 2006 11:38 AM              

You need to find someone where you live that can help you because online the written word is so very often misunderstood or perceived the wrong way. That does not mean that people are not being real. It just means that they misunderstand.

posted May 24, 2006 01:09 PM              

I see, and I search.

posted May 24, 2006 01:19 PM              

I've had enough. I don't blame anybody. I posted my thoughts on here because I was reaching out.

posted May 24, 2006 02:11 PM            

I thought you were typing Lexigrams (not something I'm into, I have enough trouble deciphering my cats language LOL) kidding..

It seems you are hurting right now and a bit sensitive about others reaching out to you. I don't think you meant to be hurtful to Pixie, but the sentance looked a bit harsh (who am I too talk, I am the queen of harshness at times).

I hope all works out.

AG.. Damn it man, I am still waiting for you and jwhop to duke it out in tutus.