posted June 21, 2006 05:28 PM            

I'm surprized we'd even lasted this long!

posted June 21, 2006 05:39 PM              

BIZARRE - After I posted this I went to the Astro forum to see what Pid meant, and saw that odd thread, so I went in, and the first thing I see are the words "Linda Goodman"

posted June 21, 2006 05:46 PM              

its a sign...

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"WHATEVER the soul longs for, WILL be attained by the spirit"

"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation"

posted June 21, 2006 05:47 PM              

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"WHATEVER the soul longs for, WILL be attained by the spirit"

"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation"

posted June 21, 2006 05:54 PM            

I've been getting on and off lately and in the same place for a while now, but last night something.... something different about this one, but I know deep in my heart it was something to do with the future!

posted June 21, 2006 06:12 PM            

Last night has been bothering me in that is was too real. One thing though- that seemed unclear was the fog outside of the place I was in. It was so dense that is began to cover the trees and we couldn't see out of the windows.

The context of the dream wasn't bad. I was much older- but I believe I was dead or had just passed. Bear was waiting for me- sadly he was younger- in his late 40's, meaning he departed well before me. That was heart-breaking - to think of life without him.

The overall feeling of the dream reminded me that true love- goes on... but what got us there- to that place? Why him first? Why couldn't I see outside?

Something is on the horizon- that I can feel big time.

posted June 21, 2006 06:48 PM            

I then found myself walking around the those same streets but it last daylight out, the gun fight was at night. All of a sudden, I heard my name being called out and I heard a gun shot and whatever it was at the time, it was shot in the back of my neck and I turned around and it was the same guy that I've shot before, he was still alive. He said, "Now we're even!", took my hand and felt for whatever he shot me with and it was embedded in the back of my neck and I pulled it out and it was an ignition key to a newer type car!

Then I found myself in this large apartment building, but only went by single rooms and I hung out there, but the poeple there seemed to have known me there. It was a dirty place and that is where I hung out in this woman's room and I know that she was my age with fair skin, dark brown hair and wore glasses, I don't know her in real life, but I knew her in my dreams!

Then I was told to leave the place by someone and the was the end of my dream.

But before all of that of that gun fight, I remembered dreaming about another place all together and it was like some cave somewhere where it was all gray(...painted?) and that was lighted up by ultraviolet lamps of somekind and that had some sort a stairs that lead down to this pool like thing and had flood gates that can be opened up to let water in! And this place happened to be under some house of a person's home and that I saw the owner and his family, but I really don't know what this place is.

I see places all the time that I have never ever been before in my dreams and houses there of, but never been there before.

My dreams however have been more and more violent though!

posted June 21, 2006 07:10 PM            

Maybe Linda doesn't her either!

posted June 21, 2006 07:23 PM            

Wow, your dreams are very intricate and violent- but they could indicate that you are worried about some change- maybe even a change within you. Sometimes houses, apartments - dwellings indicate and aspect of ourselves- looking into parts of our personality or the need to do so in the near future.

I sometimes have dreams of people trying to break into my house. That normally happens days before someone tries to breach my privacy - either by trying to insinuate themselves into my life or as simple as a stranger showing up to my house on accident.

posted June 21, 2006 07:34 PM            

So I gather that what is happening now even is the more post in that thread, the more past posts are being deleted in the process!

So it still has it's bugs unfortunately!

posted June 21, 2006 07:51 PM            

The only common theme however is that they all are places that I know in my heart that I'm not too familiar and I know that I have never been there before!

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Defending yourself seems to be a common theme- do you feel under attack by someone or something?

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I don't feel like I'm under attack, but I am worried about finances right and the fact that I've feel down a flight of stairs a month and a half ago and that I wasn't able to move around like the way I would like to at work!

I nailed my ass pretty good on the way down!

I just had an MRI done today to see what is going on with that!

Everytime I cough, I feel like I'm being hit in the ass with a bat!

posted June 21, 2006 08:07 PM            

They think that it might be the sciatic nerve that took some damage though and saddest part about this(from what the doctor told me)is that the sciatic nerve in my right leg might perminately damaged, but I don't know!

posted June 21, 2006 08:07 PM            

Feeling vulnerable is causing you to explore part of yourself that your not used to. When we are hurt there is a part of us that feels scared - even if we don't want to admit it. We can't do what we have always taken for granted (being as mobile). You then come face to face with your own mortality (houses / rooms) and have to admit various.... fears