posted June 22, 2006 09:18 AM              

I think this one here sums up the entire picture, even for many around here that Ive loved and admired for some time now.-

the grudge •
Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate.
Desperate to control all and everything.
Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen.

Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end.
Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Terrified of being wrong. Ultimatum prison cell.

Saturn ascends, choose one or ten. Hang on or be humbled again.

Clutch it like a cornerstone. Otherwise it all comes down.
Justify denials and grip 'em to the lonesome end.
Saturn ascends, comes round again.
Saturn ascends, the one, the ten. Ignorant to the damage done.

Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate.
Desperate to control all and everything.
Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen.

Wear the grudge like a crown. Desperate to control.
Unable to forgive. And we're sinking deeper.

Defining, confining, controlling, and we're sinking deeper.

Saturn comes back around to show you everything
Let's you choose what you will not see and then
Drags you down like a stone or lifts you up again
Spits you out like a child, light and innocent.

Saturn comes back around. Lifts you up like a child or
Drags you down like a stone
To consume you till you choose to let this go.

Give away the stone.
Let the oceans take and transmutate this cold and fated anchor.
Give away the stone.
Let the waters kiss and transmutate these leaden grudges into gold.
Let go.

posted June 22, 2006 09:25 AM              

Thanks budy, I had just taken this cd out of my player for the first time in a month, and finnaly gotten new songs in my minds ear.

the pot •

Who are you to wave your finger?
You must have been out your head
Eyehole deep in muddy waters
You practically raised the dead

Rob the grave to snow the cradle
Then burn the evidence down
Soapbox house of cards and glass so
Don't go tossin' your stones around

You must have been high

Foot in mouth and head up as$
So what ya talkin' 'bout?
Difficult to dance 'round this one
'til you pull it out, boy

You must have been so high

Steal, borrow,
[reefer save your / reaper, savior] shady inference
Kangaroo done hung the juror with the innocent

Now
[you weep in / you're weeping] shades of chosen indigo
Got lemon juice up in your eye
When youpissedall over my black kettle
You must have been high!

Who are you to wave your finger?
So full of it
Eyeballs deep in muddy waters
Fu@&in' hypocrite

Liar, lawyer - mirror, show me what's the difference?
Kangaroo done hung the guilty with the innocent.

Now...
[You weep in / You're weeping] shades of chosen indigo
Got lemon juice up in your high eye *
When youpissedall over my black kettle
You must've been...

So who are you to wave your finger?
Who are you to wave your [mighty / many / fatty] fingers at me?
You must have been out your mind

[Weeping / Weep in] shades of indigo
Shed without a reason
[Weeping / Weep in] shades of indigo

Liar, lawyer - mirror, for you what's the difference?
Kangaroo
[bestowed: "he's guilty as the government"
/ be stoned, he's guilty ask the government ]

Now...
[You weep in / You're weeping] shades of chosen indigo
Got lemon juice up in your eye
Now when youpissedall over my black kettle
You must've been high!

Eyeballs deep in bloody waters
Eyeballs deep in muddy waters
[Ganja police / Ganja? P-lease! / Got to believe / ??]
you must have been out your mind

posted June 22, 2006 09:30 AM              

[please forgive his more vulger and less inspired lyrics here in one of his first published songs, hey- hes human too]

hush •

I can't say what I want to,
even if I'm not serious.
Things like....
"Fu@$ yourself,
kill yourself,
you piece of shi*."

People tell me what to say,
what to think ,
and what to play.

I say...
"Go fu@$ yourself,
you piece of sh&t.
Why don't you go kill yourself?"

Just kidding.

Just kidding.

Just kidding.

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And please dont be so quik too take me outa context, its more his known reasons for writing this one, not the actual lyrics that Im relating too now.

Then again each and everyone of you are gona take as you wish too anyway, some of you with your minds already long made up.

posted June 22, 2006 09:36 AM              

Well its just a prayer for humanity, the few and most of the ones I personaly Love included -too wake up and grow into a new level of perspective.

Almost seems hopeless when even our wisest of mortals are still very very narrow minded and foolish. [yes I include my self in the mist of the shallow blinded, Im not that erogent. Just been acting too be for the sake of a much needed character]

right in two •

Angels on the sideline,
Puzzled and amused.
Why did Father give these humans free will?
Now they're all confused.

Don't these talking monkeys know that Eden has enough to go around?
Plenty in this holy garden, silly monkeys
Where there's one you're bound to divide it
Right in two

Angels on the sideline,
Baffled and confused.
Father blessed them all with reason,
And this is what they choose?

Monkey killing monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground.
Silly monkeys give them thumbs they forge a blade
And where there's one they're bound to divide it
Right in two

Monkey killing monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground.
Silly monkeys give them thumbs they make a club,
And beat their brother down.
How they survive so misguided is a mystery.
Repugnant is a creature who would squander the ability,
To lift an eye to heaven, conscious of his fleeting time here.

[Cutting it all right in two
/ Cut it all right in two]
/ Cutting our love right in two]

Fight over the clouds, over wind, over sky
Fight over your lie, over blood, over anything
Fight over love, over sun, over nothing
Fight till they die,
(Ahhh!) over what? for their ending

[This whole part above needs a lot of help -
head for the Opinion page and help out!]

Angels on the sideline again,
[Mixing love / Benched along] with patience and reason.
Angels on the sideline again,
Wondering where this tug of war will end.

posted June 22, 2006 09:50 AM              

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"WHATEVER the soul longs for, WILL be attained by the spirit"

"Love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation"

posted June 22, 2006 10:27 AM              

Isnt battle of the egos and who's holyer then the other, why we where all born and breathing ??

That must be the purpose of life, so lets keep it up.

posted June 22, 2006 10:38 AM              

I keep hearing about your intelligence, your wit, your sensitivity. And yet you give us nothing but the same old tiresome martyr complex (it's a witch hunt!) and adolescent boy style temper tantrums. And for this you ask to be taken seriously?

Maybe by your kindred ...

posted June 22, 2006 01:12 PM              

No TINK, I play no marttyr role. And Im not in the mood for another adolescent boy styled temper tantrum today budy.

Get this, Im not expecting or asking for most the crowd gatherd here too take me sereously. We all know well that wouldnt be happening either way.

I do hope through everyones hatred [or those of you who "dont hate anyone" your dislike of my ways an actions] for me, there will be atleast a few who can step back and obvserve how so many of us have lowerd our selves too perhaps humanitys most embarasing and petty habits all over again.

Beyond that request, just figured why not show my own thoughts and feelings on all this [after all my names been being brought up alot here] without ading fuel too the fires of those other two rediculous threads.

posted June 22, 2006 02:06 PM            

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What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world is immortal"~

posted June 22, 2006 02:18 PM              

And I cant help but notice,,,,it is at times the one that claim to be spiritual, that keep on and on torturing...even after the said offender has apologised.

So do ye think yer good man himself would talk this way to a man who made a couple of slips....

Nah of course he wouldnt.....JC would have forgiven him and then loved him......

Are you getting off on this drama by any chance ladies.....?

Go and read the good book and take note of some of those passages which advocate humility and forgiveness...

He aint murdered or raped or meddled with some small kids,,,,,he let his tongue run away with him, like we all do at times....

And I feel he IS sorry....so what more can you do,,,,than twist the knife in a bit more....

Really children.....

posted June 22, 2006 02:26 PM            

Instead several of the KS people jumped on me for stating with his attitude had he crossed a path such as mine with the intent to inflict pain... he would suffer a consequence.

Yet.. those same people defend, passionately, vigorously - this man... who said horridly vile things about a woman.

That same group is disgusted with calling someone an old hag... but says nothing about the worlds b1tch, gas*, who*re etc.... as LONG as they are not said about YOUR KS peeps right? Or stating that my Karma for posting the exclusionary site was to be called misogynistic names from Stainbow and again by So-lame Scar.

Hmmm... guess if I was really terrible, my Karma should have been... well, the KS'ers would have called for a punishment along the lines of Magus's threats.

posted June 22, 2006 02:36 PM              

LOve LOve LOve. ...

Have a wonderful Day!

posted June 22, 2006 02:46 PM              

Thank you anyway my good and true freind. PLease no more from here on though.

Predictable as always TINK.

Juniperb , not that my opinion is that important in such a grand scale and universe, but I have found you too be an embarasment too Aquarians for some number of years now.

But keep on butting in on buisness that wasnt even yours in the first place as always.

Pidaua- Your ever quik too make the asumtions that you already know an entire story before running your mouth is exactly why I had no argument against the ones that didnt want you in KS. Too my dismay, personaly your style of talkin out yer back end never botherd me yet unlike a few of my freinds.

I know , I know- you didnt want too be part of our stupid group, club, what ever it was you called us again. Anything wrong with me having hoped you would have been up for it, if I had gotten my way ?

Any by the way, It looks like KS was percieved in different deffinitions and with different purposes depending on the individuals there. Too me it wasnt about a group of generic esoteric charletons running words out of there mouths like "love and light" all the time.

Personaly for me, it was a closed forum of budys where we could say what ever we please, without worry of having our own words cut and pasted over and over acrost 20 or more pages so someone could feel like they did their job that day of "revealing the bad guys" for what ever self gratifiing purposes many here seem too practice.

Was a place just too share, joke, play, discuss what we like, in any way we like too at that moment without trouble of unecesary judgements.

If oyu dont beleive how I percieved the forum,, dont bother with your cut and pastings-

I DONT CARE IF YOU DONT BELEIVE ME

Love and light, please. Love, Lust, Light, Dark, Good Evil. All one small part of the same for me. I dont care for such petty slogans being spoken without convictions behind them.

So Hate and Dark as Love n Light too all- however you choose too percieve what has been goin on here.

posted June 22, 2006 02:56 PM              

nah, we both know I curse and say xtra ugly things when I have a tantrum.

posted June 22, 2006 03:03 PM            

Oh waaaaaaa........ Hmmm, does that mean you have a valid explanation that I am just not understanding concerning your threats? Let's see, TINK is a scorp so she deserved what you said? Oh OKAY.. yay, you're right I can see how we should forgive YOU for not understanding your true intent in calling for violence against someone for no reason AT ALL...

Ooops, my bad, my fault for not understanding that principle.

What do you think the problem is with so many of your cohorts not understanding mine? Someone intends violence on someone and suffers a consequence.

I see.. your way = GOOD
my way = BAD

posted June 22, 2006 03:35 PM              

from my own words-

"Love and light, please. Love, Lust, Light, Dark, Good Evil. All one small part of the same for me. ""

And in Maynerd's words- [gods I wish I could take credit for having writen these ones]

"Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity.
Calculate what we will or will not tolerate.
Desperate to control all and everything."

Its wierd that our nation spends more money and effort then anyother too try and stop the sickest and worst criminals [not too mention many of the most harmless "criminals " as well], yet we seem too have the highest number of such offenders then any other nation acrost the globe.

Yes these characters and their ill deeds are disgusting, and just as against universal law as the petty bickerings around here [maybe even more against], but somehow I dont think our "Libbie judges" are the ones too blame.

Not when we keep locking more and more peaple up, after both fairer and kangaroo trials - and yet we only have more and more criminals surfacing. Especialy the serial criminals.

Almost as if nature its self has deemed it necesary for the peaple of this nation too experience the most horrific acts by the hands of our fellow country men and Woman in one last atempt too force us too learn that the more and more we try and controll every last thing in life- the more we loose controll ?

Maybe my way is the good way. Maybe yours is the good way .

Maybe labels and titles such as good and bad meen nothing beyond our personal perceptions.

Either way, I wont claim with certainty that Im sure I know whos is the good way, and whos is the bad. Im realy not sure these days.

I only know what and how I see, even when trying too consider everyones voice and opinion.

posted June 22, 2006 03:37 PM            

Your wisdom in asking your kindreds not to defend you is an excellect recommendation. After all,Shakespeare said it best

"The lady doth protest too much, methinks."

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What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world is immortal"~

posted June 22, 2006 03:47 PM              

A recomendation for similar if not the same reasons I would recomend as many as possable stay out of this whole fiasco as possable. Public forum, YES. So view, watch. Be entertained, discusted, amused - be however you are inspired too feel from all thats taken place.

But is it necesary for every last member of LL too say their two cents on everything one or more times here ?

Lets say just half of the registerd users in LL posted in this circus. I dont know how many that would be exactly- but I can only imagine the mess and confusion that would ensue on one thread with so many back and forths.

I can of course see why Pid, TINK, anyone else Im forgeting would have something too say on all this.

Atleast try and keep it easyer for me and others too see exactly who it is that feels reason for wanting my self too be banned, scolded, disliked, or what ever it is you all want of me [blood !] ?