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posted November 13, 2002 12:25 AM         

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Restless things again-spinning in my head,
Round and round this ferris wheel,I think I'm better dead...Need to push on - struggle through - full force - Can't regret my actions, as I've laiden down my course.
Conscious calling out to me, hurting deep inside - unsure of what the future holds, sometimes I want to hide....And what of certain consequense - of universal law - the price I feel I'm paying, for so many things I saw....Falling deep in darkness, my day is always nite - desperately seeking contact, this battles a constant fight. Searching for forgivness, within my sared hole - seeking more direction, reaching for my soul....Perplexed with in-decision, my life a holy quest - constant bursts of in-sight, in which my future rests. Meditate with madness, missing sight within - desperate selfish actions - now rotting with my sin - holding mis-conceptions, at cross-roads I still sit - until the walls get broken down and crumble into sh*t..Too much is not enough - however less is more - waiting for the lights to shine - I've opened up my door..... cleansing out the garbage, and throwing out the trash - no more emotinal outbursts buried in the past..........

This is how I was feeling a couple of weeks ago - man, am I ever glad I feel better...This site has a lot to do with it!!!!! Much thanks, and lots of Love......

BLEZZINGs
Sher bear

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posted November 13, 2002 08:26 AM         

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hey, tres' cool! i especially like the pace and the final closure

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posted November 14, 2002 12:40 PM         

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Sher bear it's so honest... I think if we're honest most of us feel this way at times, it's the consequence of guilt I think.
Where did u get the name sher bear BTW?

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posted November 14, 2002 09:12 PM         

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Hey Quinnie,
Yah, guilt is a tough one for me - but writing definatley helps.......My name is Sherri, and so for as long as I can remember friends and family have always used it as a term of endearment....Are you familiar with the cartoon "The care Bears"...(share bear)

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posted November 15, 2002 05:24 PM         

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I knew it!
i KNEW IT WAS THE CARE BEARS Sher bear.. lol
Very cool.

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posted November 15, 2002 07:29 PM         

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posted November 18, 2002 02:28 AM         

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wow!

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posted November 18, 2002 02:29 AM         

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wow!
great stuff, sher bear.
i agree with our man of the world, here. the pace is so alive.
pum pum pum pum pa ra rum pum
the words are crisp and clear.
and the spirit of feeling is right in there.
definitely a rant i'd like to read again.

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posted November 19, 2002 08:41 PM         

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If I could spit my feelings onto a page, would that work for you?
If I could take my soul and wring it in my hands to share my frustrations through its drippings would you be impressed?
Well you have and I am.

8) Daf

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