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Topic: "Requense"
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Virgo-AriesArtist Moderator Posts: 714 From: USA Registered: Nov 2001
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posted December 08, 2003 11:18 AM
12/08/03I must not know how to wiggle my bust or butt enough to attract the guys attention I was told in the past I had a sexy model's walk Yet at this school, there's n'er a mention... I am regarded as a strange gender-less being here unworthy of a second glance... What's a woman to do who's too mature to abuse her body still she aches for sincere romance? I don't wish to "hook up", get "drunk" or get "high" with any random man An intelligent reserve masks a free-flowing dancer but before realizing this, most have ran Why must I spin on through life without bits of sensually flirtatious chat? Or caring caresses, mixed with good intentions, Why must my fantasies remain so flat? Do all guys just want a well filled-out body with whom to act out their sexual dreams? I refuse to vend myself like the rest of the college harlots who trade their feminine wiles, like goods for greens I demand at this very instant from the compassionate Universite to whom I've paid excess Karmic dues A loving mutually-based relationship of heart and soul that will become a long lasting fuse ...please?...
------------------ -K "Most people love with restraint As if they were someday to hate We hated gently, carefully As if we were someday to love"-Venus Trines at Midnight IP: Logged |
NikiSpeedy Knowflake Posts: 280 From: NC Registered: Jul 2003
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posted December 09, 2003 12:41 AM
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Randall Webmaster Posts: 16464 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Nov 2000
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posted December 18, 2003 01:48 PM
AWESOME! ------------------ "Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark IP: Logged |
Virgo-AriesArtist Moderator Posts: 714 From: USA Registered: Nov 2001
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posted February 19, 2004 02:07 PM
Thanks for the input! I really appreciate it. ------------------ -K "Most people love with restraint As if they were someday to hate We hated gently, carefully As if we were someday to love"-Venus Trines at Midnight IP: Logged |
dafremen Knowflake Posts: 538 From: Registered: Nov 2002
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posted February 19, 2004 06:44 PM
You're about as attractive a package as they come in VAA. The wiggly girls are like the toys that let you push a button to see how they work before you buy em. Who wants a toy with half dead batteries that has had everyone else's hands all over it? Nice piece.daf P.S. "Nice piece" meaning your poem. Not the wiggly girls. IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 1606 From: ontario, canada Registered: Aug 2003
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posted February 21, 2004 12:38 AM
VAA~ I rarely come to this side of the forum.. but now I will visit more often.I am a 'wiggly girl'.. But I am also more. (Dare I say,) the makings of a Wh0re? I don't give of myself freely, though I have.... and I probably would again. The power of words are as seductive as a poised finger to pursed wet lips. I find myself easily game. I prey upon them and they prey upon me. Like a crazy reserve with nothing like reserve. I have been the fantasy to every man that has touched my life. They see the deep parts of me, even if they'd like to see the 'deep parts of me'. I give them glimpses and well placed words. I give them the fantasy they so want and I so desire to be. It is a mutual using. A transaction of sorts, with not much action to sort. When I am overcome with my yearning, my burden, my fantasy, I am back to this person, this face, this game and who am I playing it with but myself. a chameleon with changeable skin, a cheshire grin. But a spark within. I talk of my real passions.. my lessons in this life and the things I am working to find. I try to share this stream we are rowing down, find an island here or there to sit upon and recollect... to reflect... and in this stuttered silk reflection I often see my poor direction. When did this stream become so parched when did this yearning become so swollen. When? when I only meant to hold him. I try to catch hold of the stillness of the moment, and the words flow out again and become heavy in the air and desire begins anew and I become the person they want me to be,I embrace this dirty side of me. I like to keep a private thrill, I know sometimes it causes ill......... Be it lovely, be it grand, be it poison in my hand.. alot of good has come of this.. I have shaped lives with a well placed kiss... I was told one time,(so far behind) I wore my sexuality like a sheath, a gossamer gown, but with pointed teeth and if I sunk into your depths, you'd scarcely be able to take a breath.... But for one conversation to take place without laughing (in bad taste) my wicked mind tends to erase the purity of the written word. Must I always talk of this? When there lies so much more beyond the kiss..... I wish sometimes I could be pure, a saint , a prude, just plain demure... a hint of scarlet at the edges Instead of facing all the ledges... I jump off and fall, I like the feeling knowing someone's on the ceiling even now, the words want to come I hope I'm not the only one....... IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 1606 From: ontario, canada Registered: Aug 2003
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posted March 08, 2004 03:57 PM
VAA~ I hope your letter comes soon!!! I am excited for you! I thought since poetry was up again, I'd bring this up to the top.. I love your original poem here, and I thought I'd spiral off it and see what the 'wiggly girl' had to say. Okay, I am naughty, but hey, a girl has many facets to her!!!!IP: Logged | |