posted February 12, 2004 12:48 PM         

I am a stupid braindead idiot
I deserve to be shot in the head
Please kill me now before I pull the trigger
And blow the worthless brains away

Let me dwell on a momentary illusion
that I possess the skills to succeed
Then let me trip into the noose that pulls
My senseless corpse up for public disgrace and display

Please, I implore of your mercy
Let me not suffer after the final break
My blatant lack of focusability
it's only swayed slightly by outside misery

Or perhaps if you don't wish the irrersible mortal condition
upon my potentially productive flesh
We'll negotiate a pattern on pills and analysis
that will put the distracting demons into their final rest

I can't ever tell if you're finished with my purpose here
As I mayhap be a unique creation
A test-product of sorts that's still worth tweaking
One that is meant to revolutionize conciousness of the nation