posted April 19, 2004 01:34 PM           

Thought perhaps that today
Might turn out differently
Instead it's the same routine

Say baby
Could you once maybe just think of me
Like you were my lover?

This may sound crazy, I know
But lately you haven't seemed
Like my long lost lover to me

My memories've been letting go
To have and hold
Is how we used to be

Yesterday's gone
Today is cold
An empty hole
That fills itself with me

Can't help thinking
About escaping this tragedy
But I need my lover

Become forsaken
The throb and aching goes on in me
Where my lover used to be

All I know
Is that my soul's been waiting for
Someone to love to care for me

I've got a lot of self-control
But still, I know this lonely home
Is eating at and killing me

If you would take just a little time
Like I've been wasting all of mine
Maybe we could love one another

Can't you see that the emptiness to hide
Behind a smile weighs all the time
Upon my mind curl up and cry
For the death of the long lost lover in you

There's a voice in my dreams
That's inclined romantically
So I go there frequently

In a way, it's a shame
That my nightly fantasies
Don't reflect the reality

Because waking
I find you facing away from me
And I miss my lover

My heart is breaking
Who could have taken my everything?
Return my lover to me.

posted November 17, 2005 03:16 PM           

Could this be
The most beautiful day of my life?
Honestly
Could this day's blessings
Have fallen more right?
If each day
Is the very last day of the show
Then it's true
That time spent with you
Should ever be
The very best time we could ever know

And what can I offer tomorrow
That I cannot give today?
It's the shame of all time
The highest of crimes
To have let these moments slip away
On a whim
To have missed the best days we might ever live
To have never lived

This might be
The most beautiful day of our lives
Shouldn't we
Offer ourselves to the wealth of its wonders
Keeping the joy of its promise
Inside our hearts and minds?