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Topic: a last wish
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need to believe Knowflake Posts: 81 From: Registered: Jul 2002
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posted July 07, 2004 08:17 PM
As I lie here, sick and wasting away...I call out to you My mind explodes in echoing silent screams as it calls your name... I put my arms around myself in an effort to ease the loneliness, and I cry... Sobs wrack my body, my heart hurts... I cannot breathe, my heart is too full, Of pain I think back to all those times,when we were innocent and young, was I so wrong to think that you were the one? and why not? My Piscean mind has always woven illusions for me... I've always believed in my gut instinct... tonight, in my desperation, i visualized you and reached out for you...I saw your face, your eyes, your smile.... if only to hear some words of kindness, a warm hug... to tell me that you're there... but you seem to be too wrapped up in your own schemes and plans... I'm far from your heart, far from your mind... is my intuition only an illusion? If you care at all...reach out for me now... or let me go for ever... for I am tired of living half a life I am tired of feeling only half of myself.. i am tired of living without you I am tired of yearning for you. I am tired. Reach out now Or let me go And I will let go too... Forever... IP: Logged |
juniperb Moderator Posts: 5142 From: www.Heaven.Home Registered: Mar 2002
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posted July 07, 2004 09:04 PM
I feel your pain {{{hugs}}} love and lite to you need to believe. You ARE loved ------------------ If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans. ~James Herriot IP: Logged |
solitaryspirit Knowflake Posts: 10 From: England Registered: Jul 2004
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posted July 15, 2004 07:42 AM
And I hear you. But I want to also let you know that I'm not larger than life as you consider me. I'm sorry I have hurt you so much. I never even realized it because you never told me how you actually felt. You are not alone. I'm always here with you, for you, by you. IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 3103 From: Ontario, Canada Registered: Aug 2003
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posted July 15, 2004 11:35 PM
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26taurus Knowflake Posts: 605 From: somewhere in the Green Mountains, VT Registered: Jun 2004
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posted July 18, 2004 02:20 AM
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neptune lady Knowflake Posts: 34 From: Registered: Jun 2004
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posted July 18, 2004 11:58 AM
Your story is so inspiring NTB and Solitary Spirit. It gives me hope in love, in the power of intuition, in truth, in miracles. May we all be successful in finding our true loves IP: Logged |
Randall Webmaster Posts: 18090 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: Nov 2000
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posted July 19, 2004 05:48 PM
------------------ "Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark IP: Logged |
Sheaa Olein Knowflake Posts: 237 From: Another timezone Registered: Jul 2004
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posted July 21, 2004 07:57 AM
to you need to believe - here's to happier times ahead with 'Rent' ------------------ Sheaa Olein, previously Known as the Knowflake 'Special' IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Knowflake Posts: 3103 From: Ontario, Canada Registered: Aug 2003
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posted July 21, 2004 09:54 AM
Not Rent..... it's 'solitary spirit'!Just so's ya' know.. Oh.. and thanks for the kind words and adoring looks, my dahlink! Right back at ya'. IP: Logged |
Sheaa Olein Knowflake Posts: 237 From: Another timezone Registered: Jul 2004
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posted July 22, 2004 09:06 AM
Ahh yes sorry! Why'd I do that? Thank you lovely To your future with 'solitary spirit' need to believe & to continued healing.. and little quote from J C Cloutier for you guys; quote: "You say my eyes are beautiful, that is because I am looking at you"
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need to believe Knowflake Posts: 81 From: Registered: Jul 2002
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posted July 24, 2004 01:13 PM
awwwwwwwww...I love u Shea IP: Logged |