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need to believe
Knowflake

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posted July 07, 2004 08:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for need to believe     Edit/Delete Message
As I lie here, sick and wasting away...I call out to you
My mind explodes in echoing silent screams as it calls your name...
I put my arms around myself in an effort to ease the loneliness,
and I cry...
Sobs wrack my body, my heart hurts...
I cannot breathe, my heart is too full,
Of pain
I think back to all those times,when we were innocent and young,
was I so wrong to think that you were the one?
and why not?
My Piscean mind has always woven illusions for me...
I've always believed in my gut instinct...
tonight, in my desperation, i visualized you and reached out for you...I saw your face, your eyes, your smile....
if only to hear some words of kindness,
a warm hug...
to tell me that you're there...
but you seem to be too wrapped up in your own schemes and plans...
I'm far from your heart, far from your mind...
is my intuition only an illusion?
If you care at all...reach out for me now...
or let me go for ever...
for I am tired of living half a life
I am tired of feeling only half of myself..
i am tired of living without you
I am tired of yearning for you.
I am tired.
Reach out now
Or let me go
And I will let go too...
Forever...

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juniperb
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From: www.Heaven.Home
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posted July 07, 2004 09:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for juniperb     Edit/Delete Message
I feel your pain {{{hugs}}} love and lite to you need to believe. You ARE loved

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If having a soul means being able to feel love and loyalty and gratitude, then animals are better off than a lot of humans. ~James Herriot

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solitaryspirit
Knowflake

Posts: 10
From: England
Registered: Jul 2004

posted July 15, 2004 07:42 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for solitaryspirit     Edit/Delete Message
And I hear you. But I want to also let you know that I'm not larger than life as you consider me. I'm sorry I have hurt you so much. I never even realized it because you never told me how you actually felt. You are not alone. I'm always here with you, for you, by you.

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pixelpixie
Knowflake

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From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Aug 2003

posted July 15, 2004 11:35 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message

**********SIGH*********

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26taurus
Knowflake

Posts: 605
From: somewhere in the Green Mountains, VT
Registered: Jun 2004

posted July 18, 2004 02:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for 26taurus     Edit/Delete Message

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neptune lady
Knowflake

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posted July 18, 2004 11:58 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for neptune lady     Edit/Delete Message
Your story is so inspiring NTB and Solitary Spirit. It gives me hope in love, in the power of intuition, in truth, in miracles. May we all be successful in finding our true loves

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Randall
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posted July 19, 2004 05:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message

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"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark

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Sheaa Olein
Knowflake

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Registered: Jul 2004

posted July 21, 2004 07:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Sheaa Olein     Edit/Delete Message
to you need to believe - here's to happier times ahead with 'Rent'

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Sheaa Olein, previously Known as the Knowflake 'Special'

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pixelpixie
Knowflake

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From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Aug 2003

posted July 21, 2004 09:54 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
Not Rent..... it's 'solitary spirit'!

Just so's ya' know..

Oh.. and thanks for the kind words and adoring looks, my dahlink! Right back at ya'.

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Sheaa Olein
Knowflake

Posts: 237
From: Another timezone
Registered: Jul 2004

posted July 22, 2004 09:06 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Sheaa Olein     Edit/Delete Message
Ahh yes sorry! Why'd I do that? Thank you lovely

To your future with 'solitary spirit' need to believe & to continued healing.. and little quote from J C Cloutier for you guys;

quote:
"You say my eyes are beautiful, that is because I am looking at you"

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need to believe
Knowflake

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posted July 24, 2004 01:13 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for need to believe     Edit/Delete Message
awwwwwwwww...I love u Shea

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