posted January 31, 2005 10:35 AM
in memory of the Taurus jerk, of letter/poem-ness:I don’t know how this all resurfaced
Maybe when I vanquished you from inner mind
I must have sent you an announcement of triumph
Psychic notes of conditionless love
You sent a secondhand shiver of protest
Let me know that you were sorry now
I came into your dreams for a reason, I’m sure
Yet I can’t tell if your guilt caused my summoning
It bothers me that you still lay claim to cowardice
If you think you’re mature, you shouldn’t use a messenger
Grape-vine remorse is just unworthy of me
Nor a proper response to sincere pardon
Why on earth could it matter I forgave you now?
I did that long before you realized the fact
Loving you with expectations was draining
So I settled firmly in detachment mode
Yes, I’m glad you finally came to grips
Maybe grew more mature by a day or so
I was formerly blindsided by your impolite rejection
Could not see why you had a two-faced heart
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-K
"Most people love with restraint
As if they were someday to hate
We hated gently, carefully
As if we were someday to love"-Venus Trines at Midnight