posted February 20, 2005 12:43 AM
02/19/05Insecure for a fact
Painfully torn apart
I worry why I can’t control
This need to gain human faith
Why am I the way I am…?
I get nervous if I share a friend
Paranoid they will find others better
Therefore abandoning me
This is probably why I am incapable
I scare so many people away
They see my clingy no-good ways
And refuse to bother with the baggage
I have fearful ills about guy and gal pals
Who seem to think I’m cool
I get caught up keeping them exclusively mine
Until it takes the toll of pushing them away
Am I doomed to walk alone,
Terrified to share my passion and pain?
I cannot tell any longer whom to trust
Since my gut-instinct has lost its knack
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-K
"Most people love with restraint
As if they were someday to hate
We hated gently, carefully
As if we were someday to love"-Venus Trines at Midnight
Lindaland
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posted February 20, 2005 12:43 AM