posted February 20, 2005 12:53 AM
Maybe I do,
And maybe I don’t
I hope you are not just an illusion…I think I love you,
But I don’t know what that is
In it’s utter and full completeness
Why does this hurt,
Why must I ‘white lie’,
As I cry here in the dark…
Have you forgotten me,
Many miles away,
Can you still remember my face?
I see yours in every window,
All around my room,
Every fated step I take.
Do I love a dream,
Did that dream hug me firmly,
To soothe me when I felt alone…?
With whom did I share my sweetest lyrics,
Fight hardest,
And quickly forgive…
I don’t even know what,
I dream of nightly,
Do you want me to seek you out?
I thought we had,
This karmic-strung bond,
So why do you stretch it so thin
I dearly need to know,
How much I mean to you,
Before I sob myself into the floor…
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-K
"Most people love with restraint
As if they were someday to hate
We hated gently, carefully
As if we were someday to love"-Venus Trines at Midnight