Posts: 75
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004

posted March 19, 2005 02:40 AM         

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I knew you were there...I saw you stare.
I just chose not to acknowledge the fact.
Now, when I need a friend the most, I find you are still waiting..so I smile and say the first words that either of us have ever spoken to each other.
You answer and smile..and you keep smiling the whole day as if I have somehow made you so happy.
I don't know your last name, or how old you are. I don't know where you live, or what your birthday is. I just know that when I speak to you, it somehow seems perfect.
I don't claim to be in love...but if you aren't careful it will be all too easy for me to fall.
And for once in my life...the possibility doesn't scare me.
I've claimed to love before...I am sure I have, but never NEVER has anyone made me feel the way you have in the past 2 days.
I can't stop smiling, I can't stop thinking about you..and I can't stop thinking that it'll all be alright if you just keep on smiling too.
So many times, recently, I have cried my eyes out wondering if my time would come.
And the moment I give up my search...you quite literally spill your way in.
I laughed and you laughed..I couldn't help myself, I somehow managed to burn that smile into my brain. And its all ok.
I can see myself telling you my secrets..and I can see myself being ok with being with you. For once in my life.
I saw you the first day I walked in.
I knew there was something special...but something held me off..made me want to not know you were there for a while.
The time just wasn't right.
Now it seems to be perfect.
I have felt pain, I have felt sorrow, and it all disappears when you walk my way, when you sneak a smile, and when you talk.
You are not my type...but I don't want that type anymore. For now..I just want you.
Forever is a word too big for me, and I don't want it right now...I am too young, but when I look into your blue eyes...it seems that I could throw it all away and follow you to the edge of the earth if thats where you wanted to be.
I am losing my head quickly, unlike the other times when I reserved judgement for them . Now I know exactly what I feel and I am too proud to let you know.
For once in my life.
The drama of the past seems so far away.
The most recent pain seeming to dull away with each passing smile.
And I have this nearly uncontrolable urge to kiss you.
Can you explain that?
You; the man I barely know, have managed to make my usually calm exterior crack into an unsupressable smile.
I should try to remember that I barely know you..but I don't care. I don't care cos I see it in your eyes when you smile..when you laugh..when you talk to me.
Now be honest..do you think I fall in love to easily?
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Now before you all freak out..lol..this isn't about me..i wrote it for a friend who described to me quite clearly how she felt...wish her luck

Kt

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love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove.
William Shakespeare

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Posts: 7175
From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Aug 2003

posted March 20, 2005 03:07 AM         

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It is lovely and honest.
I do wish her luck!

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Posts: 983
From: north of Boston, MA
Registered: Aug 2004

posted March 20, 2005 10:29 PM         

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What she said.

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