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LeoSweetHeart
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posted April 29, 2005 04:50 PM           Edit/Delete Message
So you meant Maya when you said you "met a girl"!!! Gosh am I slow or what?! haha Aww, but thats so sweet you two! I love the way you two seem to understand each other, thats hard to find. I wish you the best of luck!

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted April 29, 2005 10:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
thanx pixie, Bluemoon, sweetlibra, firelights, LeoSweetHeart.

We'll let you know how it goes.
We love to share our joys and woes.

Right now, the only question seems to be just how many lifetimes we want to spend together. Seriously.

If we can just get over ourselves,
there'll be nothing standing in our way.


hsc

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maya-v
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posted April 30, 2005 02:00 PM           Edit/Delete Message

I miss you like I miss the air in my lungs ...

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Bluemoon
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posted May 01, 2005 05:41 PM           Edit/Delete Message
Come on, Steve! Making up is fun.

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted May 01, 2005 10:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
There's nothing to forgive.
But she doesnt believe me when I say that.
She's too hard on herself.

Would somebody please tell her I'm not mad at her,
but, if she doesnt forgive herself soon,
I might get mad.

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Bluemoon
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posted May 02, 2005 08:48 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Alrighty then! She is a moonchild, right? We have a hard time, not being hard on ourselves. Stop being so hard on yourself, Maya!

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maya-v
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posted May 02, 2005 10:43 PM           Edit/Delete Message
He is my soulmate ... I know. He says he has dreams to live and stars to follow. He is leaving to find himself and taking my soul with him ... not knowing its my heart his winged feet tread on.

Damn the day I lost my heart and soul to an Aqua moon.

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pixelpixie
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posted May 03, 2005 01:41 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
Oh stop it!
Here's some tough love.. I don't know the extent of it and no one can tell you what to do with your heart, but I refuse to let your heart bleed all over this site.

You connected and that is wonderful. if you both have things to do before you can fully connect, or if you do at all, there is this.. there is this experience and it opened you in an intense way.
Embrace this.
If these hearts truly connected, perhaps you will find each other again...
The heart is flippant and fickle and never quite knows for all eternity if it can join with another's.. for a time, absolutely... and would you sacrifice one second of it, if it meant you would stop hurting?
No friggin' way.
Feel, love and feel, and feel some more.
Then rationalize. Then feel some more.
Relish this feeling it means you are here, and capable and loving and open and passionate.
It means it can happen again.
Strip illusion from it for one second.. strip the reaching your own heart does to another, when you WANT so desperately to love another that you project every crush, every feeling, every warm whispering wind
on a summer's evening feeling, every caress of silk on skin. every thing that makes you feel, you project upon one person.
Take it away.
Make it just you. How do you feel then..
Are you romantic?
Are you passionate?
Are you worthwhile?
Does it diminish the 'person' you are?
Does it take away the specialness of the connection you felt to another who feels things a passionately, and who projects their own self upon their feeling of loving you in return?
We are all embodiments of fantasies, and it gets us through the days.. nay, the years.
And the tears.

Soulmates are a dime a dozen if you want them to be.
It is you.
Be your own Soul's mate.. you can not lose your Soul to another...
It is only yours.

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maya-v
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posted May 03, 2005 09:42 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Thanks pixpix, I needed that reminder.

I agree, I have to focus on the most relevant person right now - me!

And friendship aint so bad, especially with a powerhouse Aqua mooner Scorpio Sun guy!

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future_uncertain
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posted May 03, 2005 05:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for future_uncertain     Edit/Delete Message
Ahhhhh, Pix... loved these words:

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Strip illusion from it for one second.. strip the reaching your own heart does to another, when you WANT so desperately to love another that you project every crush, every feeling, every warm whispering wind
on a summer's evening feeling, every caress of silk on skin. every thing that makes you feel, you project upon one person.
Take it away.
Make it just you. How do you feel then..

I am so guilty and never realized it until you put it into words. I really needed this!

And Maya... to you! I hope all is well!

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted May 04, 2005 09:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
Thanks pix.

Incidentally, I did not leave to go chase my dreams. I merely told her that, someday, I want to go to the holy city of Leh, in Tibet (like she told me to when I first met her).

Because I dont know how far my path will take me in this life, I could not promise her that I would return. I do have dreams of a monastic life. Maybe I'm just blowing incense up my ass, but, (even if Maya is like the sun to me) why should I aim for less than the stars? For her sake, I "nodded" in aggreement to her protestations that we should be "just friends", because it is too painful for her to experience this kind of closeness with someone who might leave (let alone, never return).

Its up to her to determine whether or not she's brave enough (or gullible enough) to accept this opportunity, to live this connection, now, even if, someday, it may come to an end.

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future_uncertain
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posted May 04, 2005 12:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for future_uncertain     Edit/Delete Message

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pixelpixie
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posted May 04, 2005 12:13 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you.

Um... show me the guarantee with anything?
Seriously?
Even a marrriage contract can be broken.
Love isn't about the future... *after all, the future's uncertain .*
Love is about right now.
I live in a world of perpetual right now.
Which is the root of my personal evil/lacking.

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sweetlibra
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posted May 05, 2005 12:49 AM           Edit/Delete Message
Well said Pix
Love is right now
Life is right now

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Happiness is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it,
The more it will elude it.
But if you turn your attention to other things,
it comes softly and sits on your shoulders...

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posted May 06, 2005 05:31 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
Right now, we're back on track.

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Dynamic_Stillness
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posted May 06, 2005 07:03 PM           Edit/Delete Message
Wow!!!!

May the blessings be and....
Let the Magic Manifest!!!!

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maya-v
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posted May 06, 2005 08:47 PM           Edit/Delete Message
You know how it is when a bull and an eagle try to make a nest, we're constantly unravelling the different layers and trying to explore and crawl into each other's heads ... its intense, passionate and tornadic, to say the least.

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted May 07, 2005 03:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
And sometimes its just comfortable.

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maya-v
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posted May 07, 2005 04:35 PM           Edit/Delete Message
Why honey, thanks for taking out all the spark from the cracker!

No, he's right, its mostly comfortable, nice and warm, although in a weird, under-the-sea, summer-morning-after-thunderstorm way - right dear?

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posted May 07, 2005 07:49 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted May 11, 2005 09:42 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
Maya Angel,

You came into my life when I needed you most,
and kissed my heart, like the holy ghost.
Each day, your gentle presence dawns so brilliantly,
and, bathed in light, I begin to see,
just how very much you mean to me.

Love and Light to you on this hallowed day,

Stephen

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Heart--Shaped Cross
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posted May 11, 2005 09:44 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Heart--Shaped Cross     Edit/Delete Message
ps. SMOOOOOOOOOOOOCH!!!

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maya-v
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posted May 11, 2005 08:01 PM           Edit/Delete Message
::... ~~~

.:: * ~ ~ * ~ ~ * :::..

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pixelpixie
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posted May 12, 2005 11:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
Here, let me. . . pretend they are Maya's lips, and not mine.....
*perfect opportunity to use this.. I scanned a kiss for my new business logo....

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maya-v
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posted May 13, 2005 10:55 AM           Edit/Delete Message
I met him ...

He had me on the first hello ...

He doesnt even know ...

Now I miss him.

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