posted June 03, 2005 10:45 PM         

does this really mean anything? numbers are like dreams, like big perfect eggs,
like the panhandler with the crazy scheme/charade by the T.H.
they don’t smell like a journey, they don’t remind us of the doorways and lamps and garages, all the stinking places that the pennies could be hidden
how many pennies would that take, that 2,700(I’m being optimistic there),- can you even be optimistic with numbers,
it would take every (37,394,001 that is) ounce of courage, maybe, or is it riskier not to even think about it,
probably double that much stupidity,
probably several times that much lunacy,
or am I being the crazy one by trying to fit it all on ten fingers,
make
it
easier
for
me
and
steal
that
2,8…
back.

deserter.