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Topic: In-2-MC
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Dynamic_Stillness
Knowflake Posts: 157
From: London
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted June 11, 2005 03:06 PM
 
(INTO ME SEE)I’ve made mistakes
Given everything it takes
Only to find my heart splattered…
I’ve failed a million times
Pretended I don’t mind
Only to find my heart shattered…
I thought by now there would be nothing left
But this heart falls in love just like that
It tries to catch itself but never can
Like trying to lift myself by my own bootstraps
I’ve cried so much I’ve started to laugh
It seems that enough is just never enough
I’ve said things I shouldn’t have
Should have loved what I had
Now I find my heart exhausted…
I’ve preached peace only to attack
I’ve taken two steps forward but three steps back
I wonder how my heart has lasted.
What is this that keeps going on?
I always feel like there’s something missing
Is there a choice in this experiencing?
anger, pain, pleasure, sorrow…
I tell you how I feel...you tell me you don’t know
Guess I’m all-alone, left here... watching... my heart recuperating... IP: Logged |
maya-v
Knowflake Posts: 1364
From: New York
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted June 11, 2005 03:49 PM
Cosmic LootI rush across the bamboo floor, to catch that first shower of a fresh summer storm ... I barely make it and then quickly close my palm, and stand there shivering, smirking at the precious treasure - all my own I sneak a peek inside my hands, and relish the thought of ensnaring those shimmering jewels - right from under mother nature's pert upturned nose ... the dewdrop off the blade of the green grass, the rainbow from the sky's bossom, the fiery errant ray of the glorious Sun God, the green toad's throaty passionate croak And as the day slowly unwinds, my tired clenched fists reluctantly unfurl I catch the glory of the dying sunset ... the burning vista across the ocean's mad dance The piercing bounty of the midday sky, the magickal calm of the midnight expanse In the shadowy pool in the depths of my hand, tenderly nestling in the folds of my skin ... winks and smiles back at me, the madness of the glowing moon _____________________________________________ For my lunar love and his new friend and guide ... across the expanse of the endless horizons  Akash, you are like that treasure of light I captured in my hands - the glory of the Sun God and the majesty of the Heavens themselves. IP: Logged |
Jonathan Gull
Knowflake Posts: 67
From: the clouds
Registered: May 2005
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posted June 11, 2005 07:48 PM
I cannot imagine,
nor have I the will to try to imagine,
what it must be like to experience life and love in such a deep, transcendent and viceral way, as you do.Though, at times, it seems a curse, I now see how lucky I am to be protected by an icy sheild around my heart (moon in aquarius), which allows me to love in such a detached and impersonal way.
Akash,
it disturbs me to see you so hard on yourself.
you seem to expect the impossible,
who can fly so high,
so close to the sun,
and not get burned?
The very fact that you even manage to survive these boundless flights is enough to command my awe and admiration.
Your friend,
steve IP: Logged |
Dynamic_Stillness
Knowflake Posts: 157
From: London
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted June 11, 2005 08:49 PM
My infinitley treasured friend Steve...Let us fly...only so that we can get burned!
What are wings for?
and when these wings are set alight, I will surrender knowing that the sun inspired my flight... and besides your awe and admiration are my wings... With Namaste/\ Akash. IP: Logged |
Dynamic_Stillness
Knowflake Posts: 157
From: London
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted June 11, 2005 08:09 PM
My Maya...Give your heart to the one...
and if someone falls in love with you
take their heart and offer it too... Your offering is really a deep bow to your very ownSELF.
It would be an injustice to take any of your praise personally... but I do feel blessed to recieve them, take them with my hands, hold them with reverance, walk closer and place this garland on you....mySELF. LOVE GIVES LOVE. Your Servant,
Akash. IP: Logged |
Jonathan Gull
Knowflake Posts: 67
From: the clouds
Registered: May 2005
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posted June 11, 2005 11:18 PM
Akash (Your name alone holds such a wonderous and automatic potency for me now, that I dare not ornament it with various cliched adjectives),Akash, You are so beautiful! How do you find the most extreme expressions of fearless, boundless, reckless love imaginable? It is because you feel these things so genuinely, so deeply. It is truly humbling, and wonderous to behold you. thank you,
your infinitely treasured friend,
Steve ps. oh, I thought of another movie to add to your list; have you seen "wonderboys"?
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Bluemoon
Knowflake Posts: 1193
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005
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posted June 12, 2005 11:12 AM
My Dearest Akash! I feel your pain, my love. I humbly place my heart at your feet. I cry the same tears. One heart, one love. Your pain is my pain. Your beautiful soul will find it's missing pieces. The search is very painful sometimes. I love to see you still flying thourgh the heavens inspite of you singed wings. ALL my love to you! Love you Maya and Steve! Always IP: Logged |
sweetlibra
Knowflake Posts: 418
From:
Registered: Oct 2004
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posted June 17, 2005 09:19 AM
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I’ve cried so much I’ve started to laugh
It seems that enough is just never enough
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Dynamic_Stillness
Knowflake Posts: 157
From: London
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted June 17, 2005 05:44 PM
Sweet....SweetLibra....Beautiful YOU! IP: Logged | |
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