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leo_on_fire
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Posts: 144
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004

posted June 24, 2005 08:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for leo_on_fire     Edit/Delete Message
I can hear you laughter and see your smile.
I know its still there in your heart despite all the pain you may feel right now.
And I know that sooner or later we will find a way to get it back to the way things were.
I am holding you to what you said about wanting me.
You had better still want me when this is over with or I am going to yell in your ear.
And we all know how that will turn out.
I love you, no doubt about it, and I know in my heart that the next time I see you, I have no choice but to tell you.
No matter what you say, I have come to terms with my own fear and realized that no matter what you say or don't say as the case may be, it won't change the way I feel about you.
It won't stop me from loving you until the sky falls on top of us or hell sets fire to the ocean.
No matter how grey your perriwinkle blue eyes may seem right now, I know in my heart they will turn blue again.
They will shine with their former brilliance again.
I know in my heart that you will reach for my hand again too.
No matter what happens after that, you will reach just to see how it feels.
And I think you will be greatly surprised to discover that it feels the same as it always did...only different.
I've given up on my tears and realized that by letting you have your space I am not giving up on you.
I am helping you.
I am realizing that my love does not come at a price other than the one I make.
I am realizing that YES I am going to worry, and YES I will question lots of things but in my heart I am secure in my feelings for you.
My stomach gets all jiggly when someone says something about the way you talk about me, or the way you look at me and I almost wish I had been able to see it.
But then I realize..whats the point?
I've seen you in a way that NO ONE else has,
I've made your toes curl and made you make sounds you swear you never made before.
Good ain't I?
Thats gotta be worth something right?
And to think you were my first...and preferably last.
I do that lil dance that you swore you would witness one day, and I feel myself float to cloud nine when I remember just the way you whispered in my ear that night...I think the words can be spared.
I feel my body respond and my heart kick when I remember your kiss and hug...I feel it all as if it just happened.
The taste, touch, feel, smell, sound...all of it.
And then I think of the way we talk for hours, totally forgetting that we are physically sparkish...we just talk and talk.
I think of the way we laugh together and somehow know what each other is talking about even though it shouldn't make any sense to anyone.
And to the rest of the world...it doesn't.
I think of the sideways looks we get from people who see us talking, or just walking and holding hands...and I remember that stupid grin I put on your face that night... ya know..the one you wore for days after that.
No matter that the physical chemistry is almost overwhelming, our brains seem to just click.
My head fits just right on your shoulder and your arms wrap just perfectly around me.
And when I think of these things, I really know there is nothing to worry about between us.
There are forces outside of US that are making it hard for us to be what we were and will be again...but you see, I know we will be again...

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love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove.
William Shakespeare

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Bluemoon
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Posts: 1250
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005

posted June 27, 2005 05:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Bluemoon     Edit/Delete Message

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