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leo_on_fire
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Posts: 148
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004

posted July 25, 2005 08:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for leo_on_fire     Edit/Delete Message
To try and force your heart
not to feel makes it even harder
to really let go.
Everytime I look at the phone and
don't see a blinky light
it is easy to forget how to breathe.
It is easy to forget how to move.
And I don't want to live like that.
I don't want to know EXACTLY why it is
that everyone stares at me in pity.
I don't want to see your face in my dreams.
And I don't want to smell and taste you
when I haven't seen you in so long.
I'm supposed to hate you.
I'm supposed to be hard, cold, and bitter.
Or at the very least happy to be rid of the most stubborn, single minded individual alive (for once i'm not talking about me).
When you hung up on me, and then when you called me back and I threw the phone out the window, I was supposed to feel closure.
Wasn't I?
Why is it so hard to close this door that leads to you, when I can close any other door in my life at any time and justify it?
You are bull headed, prideful, blind, oh so ignorant (ignorant, not stupid. there is a difference) and yet delightfully human, and beautiful, and creative, and wonderful and why is it that with every word I write, I love you more?

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Kt

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love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove.
William Shakespeare

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Bluemoon
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Posts: 1479
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005

posted July 26, 2005 08:46 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Bluemoon     Edit/Delete Message

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