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Topic: we see me
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pixelpixie Moderator Posts: 1175 From: Ontario Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted August 10, 2005 08:55 PM
I have had it. I climb this ladder to the top of my sparkling head and look at these people as they look at me and though I am hard there, hard headed.... I shouldn't let what they see determine how to be me It guides, definately The same people will have different renditions of you just like I do but it shatters when you cross a room heralding pride and corralling on the outside calling on some fragmented lies I am now capable of such? The same me who cries for others feels their pain as if it were a living thing on me and not a thing between us? The same me who would rather do twice the work and take less credit, to save opinions of you? Only for your opinion of me only for my opinion of me I opt out when it means nothing but trite, unfactual observations in this unsound library that holds no references worth mentioning No pages to press fingers against in wonder no questions that don't baffle against the knowledge that we both know its shallow here and it makes me fear do I really have to say it? You know.... but I am sensitive, aren't I? And that is how I am supposed to be don't you see. Just filling in the lines you think you see, but not really. I'd rather wonder at the wonder than let you sink me under It is so easy to fall still clutching broken glass on a splintered windowsill strength that overpowers with its weakness confessions said but not confessed a broken doll in a party dress My anger is my love it has me loyal to the things that could and should not the things that would This porceline grace and plastered face behind that pink lipped smile, a trace...... If you knew I held onto the words with such stubborn ferrocity, would you make them true and a bit more pretty?
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sweetlibra Knowflake Posts: 595 From: Registered: Oct 2004
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posted August 11, 2005 06:44 AM
OMG, i thought of writing the same to my cancer friend..! {of course not so elegantly )IP: Logged |
Bluemoon Knowflake Posts: 1806 From: Stafford, VA USA Registered: Feb 2005
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posted August 11, 2005 07:54 AM
I would watch my words around you!!!!I am sure you save them all. IP: Logged | |