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leo_on_fire
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Posts: 169
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004

posted August 12, 2005 01:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for leo_on_fire     Edit/Delete Message
My day is coming soon.
Will someone be there to help me be proud?
Will my father remember or will I be telling my self be happy Kt for him?
My time is almost here.
Will someone take my hand and smile at me?
Will the love of my young life even recall that I'm still here?
And when my day passes, and when my time is up, will someone be there to tell me I did the right thing after all?
Needing something I was never allowed to have is my forte apparently.
Will someone be there to hold me while I cry?
Will someone save my mother so that she can have peace from me for once?
And in 3 weeks when I'm faced with destiny again, will I walk through that door or will someone finally give me the closure I need?
Will someone tell my sister that I do really love her?
Right now, I'm crying and it hurts to think of all I've done and all I will do.
Will someone forgive me in the future when I'm old and gray and in need of freedom?
Will someone hold my hand and kiss my wrinkled cheek?
I am so young here, the future seems so vague for me.
Will someone help me find my path or am I supposed to get lost on my own?
Will I be strong enough to face whatever is thrown at me?
We come from a world of strength from outside of us, but will I finally break the mold and be my own strength?
Just let me be and we'll see.
Save your love, don't waste it on me.
Will someone let me take that chance to hurt again, and let him back in?
Will someone bring me back my light so I can see?
Tomorrow morning the sun will rise, and as usual, I will rise after it.
Will I be faced with the knowledge that I've cut myself off?
Will I finally face who I really am behind the cracked mask I wear?
But tonight, and every night afterward, when I want more than need that particular someone with me...
Will that someone be there?
Will I forgive the men of my life for making me who I am?
After trying to convince the world that I'm invicible, I have let ya'll see me as nothing but broken.
Will I finally place the blame where it belongs, not on me but not on them either?
Will I learn to smile without wanting to scream?
Inside my head, I remember smiling people all around me, all loving me for who I am and what I represent.
Will I continue to dissappoint them and hurt them?
Will I walk out of this virtually unscathed again?
My wounds are skin deep and then so much more.
Will I look to the heavens again?
Will I find my peace in a puzzle that has all the same pieces?
And when I walk back into his life as he walks back into mine...
Will he be there to catch me as I fall again as I'm sure to do?
Will he walk away without a second glance?
If I hurt again...
Will I have my reckoning?
Will someone just be there?

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love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove.
William Shakespeare

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Bluemoon
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Posts: 1833
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005

posted August 12, 2005 07:44 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Bluemoon     Edit/Delete Message

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goobertally
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From: south africa
Registered: Aug 2005

posted August 12, 2005 08:59 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for goobertally     Edit/Delete Message
hey leo_on_fire...

that really is beautiful,but please don't be so sad, the stars are watching out for you,and if you make enough wishes on them, at least one will come true.


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monad
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Posts: 316
From: new zealand
Registered: Dec 2004

posted August 13, 2005 07:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for monad     Edit/Delete Message
youd be a really good blues singer,
great stuff/

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