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posted September 03, 2005 12:07 PM         

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Life sucks
Theres nothing keeping me here
Dont keep me here
Who is it that makes my life not worth living
Everyone could tell you that
Youre ugly
So is everyone else
Why do I have this curse
What purpose does it serve
Too long overdue
I knew it would come to this
Why did I think otherwise
Whats my problem
Exactly I dont have a problem
Why wasnt this world better before I got here
Just a big mistake
Here for no reason
I have no choice
Im going
Look at that person with a great life
Ill never amount to anything
Most people do do anything with their lives
Why is everyone so nasty
Why am I here alone
How much longer should I stay
Im at my breaking point
I sit here and analyse
Life doesent mean s*** to me
Why do I bother
What am I going to do
Wait till next weekend
Next weekend never comes
What a f***d up world
Nothing needs to be said
I should go.

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From: Columbus, GA USA
Registered: Nov 2000

posted September 04, 2005 11:49 AM         

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"There is no use trying," said Alice; "one can't believe impossible things." "I dare say you haven't had much practice," said the Queen. "When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day. Why, sometimes I've believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast." Lewis Carroll

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Posts: 599
From: UK
Registered: Oct 2004

posted September 04, 2005 02:33 PM         

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oh monad.. that poem brought me to tears Ive felt everything you wrote like that in the past, at times.. (how old are you?) you describe it so well... I remember those feelings.. it comes and goes, even now things happen that take me back to that place, but you know what, it doesnt last, you know, life changes, things do get better ( and sometimes worse, but hey Im not going to lie).

(is there a specific reason you feel so down?)

I think thats a great poem,it touched me..perhaps your purpose in life could be in writing?

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posted September 05, 2005 01:12 AM         

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monad wait for a while and see how everything changes.
When life sucks, i usually look around and see people living in conditions i cant imagine even in my worst nightmares.
Thats what keeps me going.

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When God leads you to the edge of the cliff,
Trust him fully.

Only one of the two things will happen;
either he will catch you when you fall
or
he will teach you how to fly.

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From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005

posted September 05, 2005 01:33 PM         

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I feel your pain, sister! I wish I could take it away for you.
Love and Light to you Monad!

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posted September 06, 2005 01:20 AM         

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Monad, hi remember me I'm sorry your feeling this way about the money issue again. I know that has been like your biggest challenge in life, finding a girl who will love you and be with you despite the fact that you aren't "rolling in the do" I promise you though, they are out there. And please don't be so harsh to yourself about not amounting to anything...what does amounting to something mean anyway? Society has one version, but that doesn't mean you have to to. I know its hard not to value what everyone else does, but remember your own unique worth too. You DO have gifts and a purpose. You know how I know besides talking to you and reading your responses, because your here on this earth. You have the same light inside you that we all have, its waiting to be discovered by you. I would more than happy to talk with you Monad if you need someone to be there and listen to you. I'm glad your here at Linda Land with so many kind souls, let us be your shelter right now. Let us lift you up. I do not know you face to face, but I feel love for you still. We are one If you want my email, all you have to do is ask me or Randall

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