leo_on_fire
Knowflake Posts: 187
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted September 05, 2005 01:11 AM
 
I screwed myself out of life.
You walked away with out thinking twice.
I gave you only the truth
and even that I messed up.
My heart hurts.
My head feels like its about to explode.
I tried to pick a fight.
You gave me nothing...I am nothing to you.
Its another pack of cigarettes.
Its another trip into the past.
Its another wasted moment.
Its me without you.
You never gave me a reason.
And I'm supposed to be okay.
I see it everyday.
That lost look in your eye.
How am I to know if I put it there?
Its another breath.
Its another failure.
Its taking a stroll all alone.
Its my world without your soul.
You are the most beautiful
I nearly gave you my all.
Angels fly for you and I gave it away.
Its almost and maybes.
Its a broken watch stuck on 6:30.
Its seeing the suns brilliance.
Its knowing the sky can fall so fast.
Its knowing you'll never smile at me.
I had a plan.
You were going to be mine again.
I love you so much and I'm stupid.
I don't know what to do or where to go.
I don't know who to face.
Its tears I can't shed anymore.
Its a starry sky.
Its a hangover from hell.
Its not seeing you again except for then.
I saw you there
and I don't know what to do.
Its not having you.
Its not being over it.
Its forgetting how to laugh.
Its being curious about how I lost me so fast.
Its time to face the truth.
I don't have you.------------------
love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove.
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posted September 06, 2005 01:36 AM
You really expressed yourself beautifully. I loved that poem. 