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sweetlibra
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posted October 24, 2005 08:16 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sweetlibra     Edit/Delete Message
nothing I knew
of world
of rules
of signs
nothing..!
can love exist
like a free bird?
i wanna soar high

speak of sacrifices
and I am afraid
it always get stuck with
unwanted and ugly
while
in one nod
beauty gets all she wants
her haughtiness
her inanity
u wont mind, will u?

where will i keep
my inferior carving?
where will i hide?
from rules of beauty
No i am caught
there's no escape
from insult
u wont see my tears
cuz it wont turn pearl
u wont care my love
cuz it wont make fairy tales

love is a mistake
for plain and ugly

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geminstone
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From: Golden, CO
Registered: Nov 2004

posted October 24, 2005 12:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for geminstone     Edit/Delete Message
... I still have these feelings, every now and again and, I have been adored and loved anyway... it is only when this love and adoration faulters in myself, that this feeling becomes so painfully familiar.... SweetLibra, I know how 'blah, blah... yadda,...ugh' , it is to have sunshine blown up your ar$h so, I'll try to leave the sunshine up where it belongs,... in the sky! I sincerely, relate to your words and, the feelings that are held therein.... it sucks! You can make it work for you, however. Self honesty is a must..... and, it is difficult to accept those pieces and parts of self, that you find faulty... just be sure it is indeed your eyes, that are the judge.... It is true, what is said about others not being able to see in you, what you do not.... and, that's not sunshine.... believe me
I believe that you are quite something and, I don't believe that we have even met...... you know too, that you are. I have, yet to meet, 'perfect'.... in the ideal that's been fed to me anyway Somehow, however, he managed to see a true perfect, in me....and I see him the same..... and, this encompasses all of our yuck! I'm still plain and well.... yes, I have uglies but, I can look both, inside and, at myself through only my own eyes.... but, when this sight came through my own heart, his 'sight' became.... and, even though my 'human-ness' has doubts about his vision, I feel truth because he loves me in all that I am! I feel perfect, because I do too....
I'm sorry, Love,.... this probably was'nt in great time and, I do hope that you can really feel and, know that I ramble on with intentions of warmth and, understanding....
Just remember too.... 'Beauty is in the eye of the beholder...', but, everyone is unique in 'perceptions',.... ask a group of people what they love to look at ,... then ask them how they feel when they are loved. ..... Perfect...?
Ok,..... even though I am reluctant,.... I feel the urge to hit 'submit'..... know that I hold you in safe understanding, within my thoughts and, that my heart gives it's love within familiar tears , to You..... SweetLibra

~ geminstone

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sweetlibra
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posted October 25, 2005 08:45 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sweetlibra     Edit/Delete Message
Lowest point in my life.
geminstone ,ur words gave me strength.
I believe God won't give us experiences which we can't get through.
So I'll surely reach the other side of this ocean.

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Hedgewitch
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posted October 25, 2005 11:11 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Hedgewitch     Edit/Delete Message
sweetlibra ~ love to you, thank you for
expressing your feelings here.....they're
so heartfelt, they will touch so many who
feel as you do, but can't articulate the
feeling.....(like me).

and geministone ~ oh thank you for those
beautiful words! i'm so grateful for the
spirit that compelled you to share your
wisdom! what you said, that's one of the
most profound things i've read....you helped
me see an amazing truth. thank goddess for
the submit button.

blessings, love and light to you both.

love, Hedgewitch

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sxycrzykewl221
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From: detroit, mi, usa
Registered: Oct 2005

posted October 25, 2005 12:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sxycrzykewl221     Edit/Delete Message
also remember sweet libra, that beauty and her haughtiness fades like the morning dew. and all we are left with is what is inside. beauty and her haughtiness has a hard time to find someone to see past it to her innermost and sometimes that makes her prone to be superficial..which is so sad...because sure as the sun rises, it will fade, and have to be able to stand on the person inside...and ugly inside will work its way all the way to the surface....so when i see people i know opting for cosmetic surgeries, in what, a vain attempt to find love and attractiveness...i know inside that true love sees inside as geministone says and sees the beauty there and doesn't focus on flaws that truly do fade in the light of true love...pity some people take too long to figure that out and lose what is good and precious because of thier blindness to true beauty. which you dear, have in spades..

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sxycrzykewl221
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From: detroit, mi, usa
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posted October 25, 2005 12:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sxycrzykewl221     Edit/Delete Message
and a perfect example...I love my man just how he is belly and all, love handles and all. i love hugging his belly. what he thinks is unattractive, i find comforting and wonderful. of course i am wierd anyway...but i love his imperfections, his dirty drawers and blad or fat, he will never ever be plain and ugly to me, those things he would change about himself i wouldn't change for a million bucks. you are beautiful and i am sorry anyone on this earth made you feel otherwise...

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geminstone
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From: Golden, CO
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posted October 25, 2005 12:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for geminstone     Edit/Delete Message
SweetLibra ~
You bet you will!! If you should need a heart's ear, to listen or, it's understanding tears to hold yours.... Please, Sweetest Libra, you don't hesitate to call on mine... ok? Sxycrzykewl is right, you know... "... true beauty,...you dear, have in spades.."
Hedgewitch ~ Agreed! Thank goodness for that little button and, for the ability given because of it, to let another Soul in pain, know that they are kept close. Thank You!

.... haha I just got what all that crazy looking configuration of letters means... ' sxycrzykewl ' Love it!!

~ geminstone

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aqua
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From: dreamland
Registered: Jan 2004

posted October 27, 2005 05:55 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for aqua     Edit/Delete Message
yes , another beautiful creation sweetlibra
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