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Topic: for plain and ugly
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sweetlibra Knowflake Posts: 726 From: Registered: Oct 2004
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posted October 24, 2005 08:16 AM
nothing I knew of world of rules of signs nothing..! can love exist like a free bird? i wanna soar highspeak of sacrifices and I am afraid it always get stuck with unwanted and ugly while in one nod beauty gets all she wants her haughtiness her inanity u wont mind, will u? where will i keep my inferior carving? where will i hide? from rules of beauty No i am caught there's no escape from insult u wont see my tears cuz it wont turn pearl u wont care my love cuz it wont make fairy tales love is a mistake for plain and ugly IP: Logged |
geminstone Knowflake Posts: 479 From: Golden, CO Registered: Nov 2004
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posted October 24, 2005 12:59 PM
... I still have these feelings, every now and again and, I have been adored and loved anyway... it is only when this love and adoration faulters in myself, that this feeling becomes so painfully familiar.... SweetLibra, I know how 'blah, blah... yadda,...ugh' , it is to have sunshine blown up your ar$h so, I'll try to leave the sunshine up where it belongs,... in the sky! I sincerely, relate to your words and, the feelings that are held therein.... it sucks! You can make it work for you, however. Self honesty is a must..... and, it is difficult to accept those pieces and parts of self, that you find faulty... just be sure it is indeed your eyes, that are the judge.... It is true, what is said about others not being able to see in you, what you do not.... and, that's not sunshine.... believe me I believe that you are quite something and, I don't believe that we have even met...... you know too, that you are. I have, yet to meet, 'perfect'.... in the ideal that's been fed to me anyway Somehow, however, he managed to see a true perfect, in me....and I see him the same..... and, this encompasses all of our yuck! I'm still plain and well.... yes, I have uglies but, I can look both, inside and, at myself through only my own eyes.... but, when this sight came through my own heart, his 'sight' became.... and, even though my 'human-ness' has doubts about his vision, I feel truth because he loves me in all that I am! I feel perfect, because I do too.... I'm sorry, Love,.... this probably was'nt in great time and, I do hope that you can really feel and, know that I ramble on with intentions of warmth and, understanding.... Just remember too.... 'Beauty is in the eye of the beholder...', but, everyone is unique in 'perceptions',.... ask a group of people what they love to look at ,... then ask them how they feel when they are loved. ..... Perfect...? Ok,..... even though I am reluctant,.... I feel the urge to hit 'submit'..... know that I hold you in safe understanding, within my thoughts and, that my heart gives it's love within familiar tears , to You..... SweetLibra ~ geminstone IP: Logged |
sweetlibra Knowflake Posts: 726 From: Registered: Oct 2004
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posted October 25, 2005 08:45 AM
Lowest point in my life. geminstone ,ur words gave me strength. I believe God won't give us experiences which we can't get through. So I'll surely reach the other side of this ocean.IP: Logged |
Hedgewitch Knowflake Posts: 354 From: Registered: Jul 2005
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posted October 25, 2005 11:11 AM
sweetlibra ~ love to you, thank you for expressing your feelings here.....they're so heartfelt, they will touch so many who feel as you do, but can't articulate the feeling.....(like me).and geministone ~ oh thank you for those beautiful words! i'm so grateful for the spirit that compelled you to share your wisdom! what you said, that's one of the most profound things i've read....you helped me see an amazing truth. thank goddess for the submit button. blessings, love and light to you both. love, Hedgewitch IP: Logged |
sxycrzykewl221 Knowflake Posts: 29 From: detroit, mi, usa Registered: Oct 2005
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posted October 25, 2005 12:14 PM
also remember sweet libra, that beauty and her haughtiness fades like the morning dew. and all we are left with is what is inside. beauty and her haughtiness has a hard time to find someone to see past it to her innermost and sometimes that makes her prone to be superficial..which is so sad...because sure as the sun rises, it will fade, and have to be able to stand on the person inside...and ugly inside will work its way all the way to the surface....so when i see people i know opting for cosmetic surgeries, in what, a vain attempt to find love and attractiveness...i know inside that true love sees inside as geministone says and sees the beauty there and doesn't focus on flaws that truly do fade in the light of true love...pity some people take too long to figure that out and lose what is good and precious because of thier blindness to true beauty. which you dear, have in spades.. IP: Logged |
sxycrzykewl221 Knowflake Posts: 29 From: detroit, mi, usa Registered: Oct 2005
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posted October 25, 2005 12:27 PM
and a perfect example...I love my man just how he is belly and all, love handles and all. i love hugging his belly. what he thinks is unattractive, i find comforting and wonderful. of course i am wierd anyway...but i love his imperfections, his dirty drawers and blad or fat, he will never ever be plain and ugly to me, those things he would change about himself i wouldn't change for a million bucks. you are beautiful and i am sorry anyone on this earth made you feel otherwise...IP: Logged |
geminstone Knowflake Posts: 479 From: Golden, CO Registered: Nov 2004
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posted October 25, 2005 12:46 PM
SweetLibra ~ You bet you will!! If you should need a heart's ear, to listen or, it's understanding tears to hold yours.... Please, Sweetest Libra, you don't hesitate to call on mine... ok? Sxycrzykewl is right, you know... "... true beauty,...you dear, have in spades.." Hedgewitch ~ Agreed! Thank goodness for that little button and, for the ability given because of it, to let another Soul in pain, know that they are kept close. Thank You! .... haha I just got what all that crazy looking configuration of letters means... ' sxycrzykewl ' Love it!!~ geminstone IP: Logged |
aqua Knowflake Posts: 1350 From: dreamland Registered: Jan 2004
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posted October 27, 2005 05:55 AM
yes , another beautiful creation sweetlibra " "IP: Logged | |