Posts: 2137
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005

posted November 11, 2005 01:12 PM         

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Lack of feeling drives me to feel more
Music making with my soul
Lost graces found in the potential
to make myself whole
Feeling something for another
must push you over an edge you didn't know you owned
and you cling there, climbing over with hope
and a desire for the addiction you find in me
I only see the fantasy because after all you've done for me
still I push you and push you
and wonder what you see
when it should be me clinging and crying forgiveness
and thankfulness
that you believe in us
enough to help me up,
when it was you who was pushed down.
I feel like I am grasping at some sound
I have heard of forever
and I am finally hearing it
my crying soul nearing it
not able to discern its message
though the importance flows with it
so one mistep could mean the end
I cant truly believe you could be my friend
and understand
if I needed to rip you apart with reaction
and growing attraction
that I never asked for
How can I know where it counts
what amount of feeling is true
should I take your cue?
Live through your tender words
as if I am a part of you?
The parts of me that should still upon reflection
grow huge with ressurection and doubt
my flesh incarnation incomplete without
a lot of questions
that can't be answered
so I don't bother to voice
this choice.
Hold those cards close to my heart
while parts of it chip.
So shall I choose alone?
It calls like a barren fullness
complete with disregard for my vampire feeding frenzy
emotion crazy lady
I leave candy wrappers in my wake
burning my feelings at the stake
with empty visions
not empty for any real reason
just my need for appeasing
the voices
that learn words from others
so anything becomes what I need
and I tear at the greed
While I search for answers that compensate
tender hearts I anhialate
I am tired of sanity for the sake
of reality
Let me be me
See if That is free.
To still the words inside the seed
I planted
its roots are eating me.

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Posts: 2635
From: piopolis, quebec canada
Registered: Jul 2005

posted November 11, 2005 01:26 PM         

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full circle

see the color purple

freedom is LOVE

that was so very deep, you seek the Truth
you will find it.

Love and Light to YOU

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Posts: 3374
From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005

posted November 11, 2005 03:17 PM         

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Searching for depth where there is none?

What is free? I'm free, but that's not normal.

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Posts: 9409
From: the stars
Registered: Jun 2004

posted November 12, 2005 04:37 PM         

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Whoa.

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Live through your tender words
as if I am a part of you?
The parts of me that should still upon reflection
grow huge with ressurection and doubt
my flesh incarnation incomplete without
a lot of questions
that cant be answered
so I dont bother to voice
this choice.

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You spoke Me there.

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Posts: 389
From: Tn. USA
Registered: Apr 2004

posted November 13, 2005 02:47 AM         

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Posts: 1577
From: dreamland
Registered: Jan 2004

posted November 13, 2005 11:03 AM         

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tears in my eyes

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