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leo_on_fire
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Posts: 227
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004

posted November 21, 2005 04:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for leo_on_fire     Edit/Delete Message
In all the fear and frustration
there are times where I want to
wear you down to nothing but not now
when everything has turned so shiny
with the possibilities of starting over
and doing things differently.
Sometimes I hate the way I love you
and in turn I hate that I love you at all
but right now I'm just looking for tomorrow.
I'm tired of feeling sorry and guilty,
and I'm sick of being scared to be the
girl you fell for because you got right back up too soon after falling.
But then I think, all I have to do is finally show you that I've changed in
some ways that would suprised even you
who knows me so well.
And maybe you'll fall for me again,
although I often wonder if you ever got over me when you smile at me like I'm the only person you ever want to smile at.
Sometimes when it gets to be too much
you look at me like you know and you understand and you're sorry but you don't
say a word.
I have a hard time letting go,
and you don't make it any easier when
you look at me like that.
I don't want you to know how much you
hurt me, not really, but sometimes I just
want to yell at you to take a closer look.
But I always hold myself back from that
just like I hold myself back from
grabbing you and kissing you silly.
*grins* I remember kissing you silly.
But tomorrow is a new day, and we're on our way to whatever it is we're to become.
I just have to be patient.

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aqua
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Posts: 1672
From: dreamland
Registered: Jan 2004

posted November 26, 2005 01:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for aqua     Edit/Delete Message

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