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Topic: Feeling Raw
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pixelpixie
Moderator Posts: 2779
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted January 11, 2006 02:07 PM
 
Warping reflective glass
until it breaks is a good way to receive some shards through the skin
But sometimes the only way to bleed is copiously
sometimes the only way to win is to defeat yourself
a great ripping denial
when acceptance leaves your skin raw
and you have to shed it and hope that
new and naked
it grows tougher
and takes longer to break through next time
Our lessons are only lessons after they've been taught
we only know how free we are
once we know we're bought
and we can see with the best of the seers
prophets for profit
soul steerers
I run my own boat for show
but often it leaves me once I know
I can grow
is this a hopeful tirade?
a neutral campaign?
a corteous charade?
I curtsy to your love eyes
and give you a peek at my panties
on the upswing
it's my way of showing you
I care
Mars marrs the outpouring
and blurs the lines of resistence
and gifts it with insistence
not a gift I know
but a blight on my existence
a blight I wear with pride not belonging there
but it thinks it does
so my perception becomes my weapon.
Mass destruction?
Only for me.
Thanks for coming.
Again and again
It satisfies the primal drumming
Just because I can.(Once healed.. and it does heal..
the polished jagged scar
advertises either learning
or wounds
born bred booming
into skin
light and dark.) IP: Logged |
leo_on_fire
Knowflake Posts: 265
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted January 11, 2006 05:06 PM
PIXIEEEEEEE, I so love you right now. Thank you for that..it actually cleared up alot of confusion in my head right now. Kinda clears the path if you get me....she zooms off the share her new found clarity with the one that needs to hear it------------------
Live your life without regret, don't be someone they forget. Your heart is not yours to keep, it's yours to give... Unknown IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross
Knowflake Posts: 1763
From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA
Registered: Aug 2004
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posted January 11, 2006 06:39 PM
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pixelpixie
Moderator Posts: 2779
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted January 12, 2006 09:19 AM
leo on fire.. really?
That's nice to hear..
I was feeling wounded, and I just wrote...
I am so glad you got something out of it, I love hearing that!HSC~ How are you? IP: Logged |
Lialei
Knowflake Posts: 293
From:
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted January 12, 2006 10:03 AM
(Once healed.. and it does heal..
the polished jagged scar
advertises either learning
or wounds
born bred booming
into skin
light and dark.)******* !
first comes the solitary deep-soul-purging...in those quiet reflective moments of the night...The Poet reaching into the depths of the Heart, exorcising RAWness into form. I bleed from sightless wounds,
just as I cry invisible tears.
Words are just replacements
for the soul that dwells within. Then the brave exposure. Nudity in the bright light of the day. Here. Where another fellow Heart might understand or gain some comfort from words felt by another who touch the deep places of their own. Whether how difficult it perhaps might be to put it all out there,
thank you once again for your brave exposures, Pix.  IP: Logged |
pinkfairy
Knowflake Posts: 292
From:
Registered: Dec 2005
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posted January 12, 2006 11:00 AM
OPixel the
poet of
poets exquisite
work my
dear BRAVO !! IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross
Knowflake Posts: 1763
From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA
Registered: Aug 2004
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posted January 12, 2006 12:12 PM
I'm good, Pix, thanx for asking.I resumed my colon-cleanse program a week ago, and am eating/juicing lots of raw fruits and vegetables. I feel a lot better, on all levels. Of course, I still have my dark moods, but I'm trying to keep patience with them. My best friend, Dan, is still battling a heroin addiction, and this continues to suck. But, every day, I am putting more hopeful and helpful thoughts into his head, and, this whole experience has brought us very close. He is Aqua Sun (4th) trine Pluto (12th),
Taurus Moon Opposite Scorpio Ascendant,
Venus in Aqua, Mars/Merc in Pisces. How are you?
Still feeling raw?
I hope not. Lotsa love to you, Opal,
 ~ Steve
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pixelpixie
Moderator Posts: 2779
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted January 12, 2006 01:47 PM
Lia~
You always get it.Pinkfairy~ Bows deeply. why thank you!! You defend my honour again and again, and I think that is swell. HSC~
I am a child, therefore I can't read past the shock of seeing the word 'colon' in your first sentance. "How are you?"
"I am fine.. colon." 
sorry...
Thanks for the words.. that does indeed suck. Just protect yourself. We all need to go through things, your friends' are particularily torturous. Have faith. IP: Logged |
Heart--Shaped Cross
Knowflake Posts: 1763
From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA
Registered: Aug 2004
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posted January 12, 2006 07:51 PM
Okay, Beavis.
"Have faith."
Thanks, I will. IP: Logged |
leo_on_fire
Knowflake Posts: 265
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted January 12, 2006 07:56 PM
*passes chocolate to pixie* hey hun...I know the feeling and it's nice to see a way to purge oneself of it.  but you are definately one of a kind ------------------
Live your life without regret, don't be someone they forget. Your heart is not yours to keep, it's yours to give... Unknown IP: Logged |
Azalaksh
Knowflake Posts: 1520
From: New Brighton, MN, USA
Registered: Nov 2004
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posted January 15, 2006 01:35 AM
Pixie-pie ~Your words touched me deeply (again).....
May the Word Druids always have their way with you..... 'Z IP: Logged |
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