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posted January 13, 2006 09:37 AM         

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I love you Brian,
every fiber of my being,
I love you for who you are,
And for the big steady dreams you possess,
I believe in you,
I know you will make them happen for real

I miss our affectionate embraces
From the hungry sweet kisses,
to hugs that sweep me off my feet,
Leaving my whole self miles off the ground

I miss your face,
with those sparkling greenish gold eyes,
smooth lips that curved into the most beautiful smile,
showing pure contentment,
as you relaxed or awoke

I could keep going on about each detail that I miss,
Since each memory makes me glad,
But I would rather focus on living in this present moment,
Loving you completely now, and letting go of that perpetual sad

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-K
"Most people love with restraint
As if they were someday to hate
We hated gently, carefully
As if we were someday to love"-Venus Trines at Midnight

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posted January 14, 2006 11:19 AM         

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OHHH my *sigh* stunning
I feel you

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Live your life without regret, don't be someone they forget. Your heart is not yours to keep, it's yours to give...

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posted January 18, 2006 01:19 PM         

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Thanks, leo friend. Nice to know someone gets it too

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"Most people love with restraint
As if they were someday to hate
We hated gently, carefully
As if we were someday to love"-Venus Trines at Midnight

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posted January 18, 2006 03:42 PM         

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awwwwwwwwww... that's awesome!

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posted January 18, 2006 11:19 PM         

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Kat, seems I`ve missed a lot here lately.

Who is Brian and how has he snared your beautiful heart?

Love,

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We Dance around a ring and suppose, but the Secret sits in the middle and Knows.~Robert Frost~

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posted January 19, 2006 12:22 AM         

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Hehe, juni...I knew someone would notice and wonder...I haven't mentioned him here yet, except the poems...
He's a guy I met while I was working for Disney, he was working there too, also in the College Program. I was drawn to him, just in the fascination sense from the very first week I was there and I saw him from afar. Then we became friends in August, evolving into really good friends, then on December 19th, I found out from a mutual aquaintance that he "had a thing" for me, and that he wanted me to give him a call (mind you I hadn't seen the kid in 3 weeks, which was strange since for the longest time I would run into him everywhere...). So, I gave him a call the next morning and things progressed from there. He told me he loved me the day after Christmas, and this whole relationship just feels so right. I love him so very much and he means the world to me. He is such a sweet guy, yet very masculine, and also articulate when he wants to be...(I should forward you the really great e-mail he sent me a few days after we had to leave the program)...we talk at least once a day, usually 2 or 3 times. I've shared my poetry with him, especially the poems that involve him, and he really likes reading them, which means a lot to me since I like being open and honest about my strong emotions. He's from Puerto Rico and fluent in Spanish (which I'm taking this semester, hehe ) and English.
Oh, and since we're all astrology addicts, right, juni?, hehe, I'll post his info (I don't feel confortable putting the date, time, and place on a public forum):
Sun: Gemini
Ascendant: Cancer
Moon: Aries
Mercury: Taurus
Venus: Taurus
Mars: Scorpio
Jupiter: Capricorn
Neptune: Saggitarius
Uranus: Saggitarius
Pluto: Libra

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"Most people love with restraint
As if they were someday to hate
We hated gently, carefully
As if we were someday to love"-Venus Trines at Midnight

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posted January 19, 2006 12:22 AM         

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oops double post, hehe

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posted January 19, 2006 10:59 AM         

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Beautiful, I hope you get to see him Soon
Love is ALL..

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posted January 19, 2006 11:16 AM         

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Thanks for the positive wishes, lotusheartone I am planning on booking a flight to visit him during the end of next month when I have my winter break...keep focusing and visualizing that if you wouldn't mind. I can use all the extra help I can get,

Yes, and I must totally agree with you,
LOVE is most important.

In the words of our beloved Linda,:
"There is no life until we love, and then there is no death..."

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"Most people love with restraint
As if they were someday to hate
We hated gently, carefully
As if we were someday to love"-Venus Trines at Midnight

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posted January 19, 2006 11:23 AM         

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Perfectly Magical and Logical

I SEE this for you..
and I Light a candle of LOVE..

dreams really do come true..

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posted January 26, 2006 10:37 PM         

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I'm GOING!!! Yeah! I see Brian in 32 days...I booked my flight tonight Thanks for helping me visualize...I'm so excited I can barely see straight. I miss him so very much and we love deeply.

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posted January 27, 2006 12:42 PM         

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Virgo-AriesArtist,

I am so happy for you, that is good news
Magic!

heart to heart
for sure
hehe..

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