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Topic: No such thing as tragedy..it's all the same
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leo_on_fire
Knowflake Posts: 295
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 18, 2006 10:01 PM
 
It doesn't exist anymore,
every barrier, every wall I built
it's because I was too weak
to stand strong, to stand tall.
There is no such thing,
every smile, every laugh,
it is what it is,
I couldn't find it in me.
These are words I don't know
if you would understand,
just why it is life is getting to me.
I'd never be able to explain it properly.
I just don't feel right.
Life's little "joys" tear me apart
and when I really think about it
I just don't want anything, anymore.
At all.
I've got nothing to lose
but I've got nothing to gain either.
Can you see?
I've just about given up,
I'm tired and the world is a dark place
where the sun shines bright.
Sometimes I'm ok, sometimes I'm alright.
But now, tonight...of all nights...
this night...
this night breaks me in two.
I don't think anyone will ever understand
it's just how it is.
Nothing's good enough, nothing's right.
There's nothing to do.
I'm a sad, lonely individual
but I made myself that way.
If only everyone could see inside,
they'd see why and stop asking questions.
Stop giving advice and let me be.
Except I don't want to be alone.
That's something I don't get myself.
How the world can drive me insane
but I still don't want to be alone.
I don't want them though,
just me and someone who cares.
Someone who'll let me sleep
and who won't tell me I've sunk too far.
Someone who'll let me be.
Like I said, there's no such thing as tragedy...
it's all the same, just a reverse image.
A different side of the mirror and one day
I'll be able to look out the other side.
Don't feel sorry for me,
just let me be.
I'll do the rest myself.------------------
Live your life without regret, don't be someone they forget. Your heart is not yours to keep, it's yours to give... Unknown IP: Logged |
paras
Knowflake Posts: 1489
From: the Heart of It All
Registered: May 2004
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posted April 18, 2006 11:42 PM
Wow, leo_on_fire, that sounds like something I could have written (but probably wouldn't have), some piece of my own inner dialogue. Especially right now, tonight. So don't think that no one understands.  IP: Logged | |
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