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Topic: The tricky thing about love...
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leo_on_fire Knowflake Posts: 381 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted February 18, 2007 11:51 PM
It's been 2 long years now. There's been alot of tears shed for various reasons by both of us. There were alot of questions about alot of things that may never get answered. But now we have a chance to do something right, to make a good life for ourselves and our children. To be happy together. Complete with the fence and dog in the yard. It's all laid open now for me to do with as I please. To tell you what it means to me and how happy I am that you want this with me. Yet I can't seem to get the words out. You told me that you missed me and I didn't say anything back. You haven't said it since. I've missed you every day for a long time. And I'm looking at a life with you. Has that sunk into your head yet? You seem to be dead set for this and I can't help but be caught up in it, looking forward to every second of it spent with you and them. It's kind of scarey too because you see the tricky thing about love, is that old cliche about once burned twice shy is so true. Especially with me and you. I'm scared that you'll change your mind. I worry too much I know. I still haven't told you I love you. I could, I have every opportunity. When I hugged you again, it was like nothing had ever changed. I was hit with that feeling of never wanting to let go of you. It felt exactly the same. Nothing ever changed did it? No, I guess it didn't. I'm trying not to get lost in a dream so that I won't be heartbroken later but it's very difficult ya know. I don't want you to be doing this because you think you have to but because you want to. Because you love us too. Because you love me too...
------------------ Live your life without regret, don't be someone they forget. Your heart is not yours to keep, it's yours to give... Unknown IP: Logged |
Bluemoon Knowflake Posts: 3407 From: Stafford, VA USA Registered: Feb 2005
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posted February 19, 2007 09:11 AM
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sinderlou Knowflake Posts: 337 From: Registered: Jan 2007
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posted February 19, 2007 10:19 PM
very real and nice IP: Logged | |