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goatgirl
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From: Anywhere
Registered: Jul 2002

posted May 03, 2007 05:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for goatgirl     Edit/Delete Message
Upfront

or

Ambush

The method is different each time
it matters not what method is used though

Just a little push
doesn't hurt
much

Perhaps later it will be more like a shove
might hurt
immensely

I don't consciously intend on it
I am compelled to
as my psyche commands me
when she commands it

So that each time she can erase one of those little marks
off the slate of transgression
eventually she'll consider it paid
in full

Don't worry though
I am in the dark with you

Only she knows the price you must pay
and pay
and pay
like any good fundamentalist upbringing teaches
someone MUST pay for the transgression

My pool of self-love is empty
Will you fill it again
I was never taught how to fill it
for myself

I am learning though

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After silence, that which comes nearest to expressing the inexpressible is music." - Aldous Huxley

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Bluemoon
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Posts: 3794
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005

posted May 03, 2007 06:25 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Bluemoon     Edit/Delete Message
I love you GG!! It is so hard for one to fill oneself with love.

We should all love ourselves more.

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fayte.m
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posted May 03, 2007 10:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for fayte.m     Edit/Delete Message

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~Judgement Must Be Balanced With Compassion~
~Do Not Seek Wealth From The Suffering, Or The Dire Needs Of Others~
~Assumption Is The Bane Of Understanding~
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