posted August 05, 2008 08:14 AM         

But at least things won't always be like this, eh?

Perhaps a Time will come.....

When the Sun will always Shine.

posted August 07, 2008 08:33 AM         

Fate, fate!
You left it too late
And now I'm broken and bruised
Drifting alone, at sea
Broken-hearted
The blood seeps through my body
Left all alone
With no-one to turn to
Caught in a dilemma
Torn at every angle
It drains, drains
The life-force painfully,
Slowly,
Slowly I crumble
A flower, who's petals
No longer kissed by the sun
Cast aside,
Broken and obsolete
Left to make way
For the new and vibrant

Does the universe/ matrix, only give to us
What we can handle?
Why then do I feel crushed
And in such pain
I'm losing my mind;
I've lost my mind.
I just want to feel
Some strong arms around me
But no, the matrix has
Left me all alone,
Cast me aside
With nowhere to run,
Or to hide.
Perhaps I am meant to suffer
Perhaps it is for a reason
Or perhaps my energy is needed.
A sacrifice upon life's altar.

So go on then, fate
You dig the knife in
You dig it in deep
You make me dream so hard
And long for love so deep
And give me a heart too tender
And skin too delicate
That needs to be touched and held;
Protected.
You make me this way
Then force me to be alone
You know I need a true wavelength
To ever feel at home
So go on, fate
Go on, you cruel and sadistic God
You can have my blood if you really
want it
But you are not going to torture me any longer
I'm not going to let you torture me this way....slowly.
You've been doing it long enough.
So take your cruelty and shove it up
Your cruel, sadistic god-damned ass
You evil, MF of fate
You can take your dominion of this world
And shove it deep into your own backside!