posted January 14, 2011 05:11 PM
Somedays I wishI could go back in time
Show the little girl me,
where she shouldn't waste time
Warn her of when
her might break
Let her know truly
she's worth more than those flakes
The little girl me,
she obsessed and she fought
she ached to be loved
by those who can't be caught
She learned that love is a battle
strategic words and looks,
She took to heart the rejections,
felt dangled blindly on a hook.
This litttle lady's still in me
she won't go away,
I still feel every heart bruise,
like those days were yesterday.
I cut chords and detach,
try to find peace in my mind,
And yet it's all so entanged,
The love and loss is entwined.
How can this little girl learn,
to let go of the pain?
She loves all the somedays,
Even when they drag her down the drain,
She still looks for hope in the stars,
loopholes irrationally obscene.
She thinks she should lay to rest,
fragments of broken dreams...