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Topic: When I was Gemini Girl
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 14, 2011 07:48 PM
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 14, 2011 07:51 PM
My grandmother 's chart did all sorts of wonderful things with my Venus. When times get really bad, I talk to her .I kiss her picture like they kiss the Pope's ring. Was there someone who really loved me? Was she there, really,in some other life when I was a Gemini girl ,too?------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 14, 2011 07:57 PM
I fell so far that I was a girl with dirt on my face lying on the ground in her own fluids. How I fell so far and so long like an excursion in to the Grand Canyon with those little planes they have. There I was ,on the bottom,in a heap, dirty,not knowing how I got there, how I thought it was me when it was NO ONE I knew in the days when I was a Gemini girl.------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 14, 2011 08:07 PM
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 11:37 AM
My Gemini girl was born the day I got my blue gingham bikini. I put it on and walked on the beach. My life had been a hiding away of my identity as if it were a nut. One day,I hoped to go far away and still have that nut to eat. ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 11:37 AM
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 11:41 AM
I held my sanity .I didn't want anyone near it. I talked to it. Then,it echoed. Hello,hello, hello It was no use. ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 11:47 AM
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posted February 19, 2011 11:48 AM
When your sanity leaves, you are walking through jell-o You don't want anybody to know. What do they do with people who walk through jello? Nothing good. You know that.------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 11:50 AM
You have a big smile on your face while your whole body is doing a dance. You ,usually, are manicured. God forbid,some jelly slips out from some unacceptable place. Then,what would you do? ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 11:51 AM
If you have an earth void,it is hard to get your house good. You shove things in places and shut doors. People know not to enter cuz you give them the evil eye if they get near.------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 11:53 AM
The things falling down in the closets and sticking out of the drawers have voices. Wherever you go, they talk in the chatter of munchkins. They see behind you. ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 11:58 AM
It would be easy to clean them up,shut them up but I don't. I want them there. I put them there,in fact. I am not ready to let them go. ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 12:07 PM
When love is mixed with pain, then what do you do? That is a conundrum,huh? Would that count as a merry go round ride? You climb up on a balmy day. Then,you are spinning until your hair is flying and your eyes are staring up in to your head ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 12:07 PM
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posted February 19, 2011 12:11 PM
All the drawers you ever owned are screaming. You beg from your place of hair flying hair and ragged clothes. You beg for them to drop you . You promise to be everything they want. ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 12:12 PM
You could do it. You know you could.
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 01:03 PM
You are wedded to it all in a ceremony you entered before the age of consent. You were sold like chattel like they do to girls in uncivilized countries. You think you outwalk it in your arrogant way. Too late,you realize it walked you on it's chain. Perhaps, it was a silver leash or gold but it had you by the neck and you never even knew. ------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 01:06 PM
When you can ,finally,see the story you read from behind, there are bodies scattered. It looks like a war zone,all the bodies you loved. They died despite your efforts. Your efforts killed them. Could that be?------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 01:07 PM
The drawers will be screaming until you die. When they carry you out, they will stop. Another person won't hear them so why should they bother? It was your serenade ,alone.------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 01:25 PM
You lash out.You want to kill,maim. wipe smiles off smirking faces. You get your machete,clean as a whistle,gleaming like the knife it was made to be. Just as you go for the kill,you see the body has vanished and you are stabbing the air.------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 01:53 PM
I got someone back,finally. Did he know what he did? Yes and No just as we all know but don't.------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 05:13 PM
Should you have to defend yourself against your own parents? I don't know. I only know me and I did.------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 09:00 PM
I thought there were SOME places you could be weak i.e trust that someone had your back. But,someone having your back is ,perhaps,once in a lifetime like the things fairy tales are made of.
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 6375 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted February 19, 2011 09:14 PM
I used to rest my head on my Grandmother 's breasts as we watched classical music on TV.A long time ago, I could rest my head on those bosoms in a world where everything still had the chance of being right. There was still hope for a Gemini girl . Possibilities had not closed like doors slammed ,rudely ,in your face. Doors were still open in the way that youth has hope that if they only follow the rules and color inside the lines, it will work out in some way that you can rest your head at night and sleep in peace.------------------ Jesus never put his trust in man cuz he knew what was in man. He who controls his Spirit is greater than he who controls a city Proverbs IP: Logged |