posted July 24, 2011 11:54 PM
I was inspired by the original songs episode of "Glee" (which I just got hooked on recently), to return to the raw source of my best inspiration: pain.Here's what came to me...
Searching searching searching
for pieces
of a past I've never owned
Trying trying trying
to see how I have grown
up and away past this silly chase
for breadcrumbs of my soul
Learning a way
up a steep incline
as I reach down deep within
There must be some
security
in knowing I'll never win
Chorus:
Lend me a hand
on this crazy trail
Lend me your solid ground
I have to make
these crumbs whole again
or I cannot come back home
I never tore the pieces
this beginning was not mine
but I'm stuck, right now
in this circle path
where our stories are entwined
Chorus
Why must I make a peace with you,
why is my burden worse?
You never thought, when you walked away
that's the problem now
and it is my curse. now and forevermore
Crying now, it does no good
for I'm crippled by the ache
I crave your love
how can you withold,
as I pay for your mistakes...?