posted May 24, 2012 12:51 AM
Why do I feel so raw inside,
why does it get harder as I go?
Dealing with one unresolved piece,
of a past that refuses to lie low?
I've said my words of welcome
I've gain such new insights,
I faced down imaginary demons,
and dealt death blows with such might
I'd love to be your friend
but I may have over-stepped my bounds
I'm always so intense and curious
I tend to drill questions in rounds
Maybe that was not the resolution,
Maybe I dreamed of too much,
My intentions raced ahead of me,
and you were suddenly out of touch
Back to feeling over-friendly
Back to being ashamed
Where can this road twist into next,
and do I hold all the blame?