posted September 30, 2012 08:41 PM
Why are we going through this pointless rigamarole?
What makes this worth it when we can't even connect?
You don't want "us", you treat me like a burden
I have to negotiate time together, and you act like it's a drag
What is worth it about our love, is it really even there?
Are these empty words and promises we make by habit only?
I feel like a failure as a partner,
and I know I'm not the only one who's let it slide
It hurts me to be without your love
It hurts to feel cast off
I cry for something you express when it's convenient
when you need what only I can provide
I am in a lifeboat without a map
all I can see is sky
All I do as I watch the ripples
Just wish to cut your part of my heart out, and toss it aside
Bring me love, bring me life
without it my breath is strained
Show me where my destiny lies
Perhaps You're guiding me past a path of pain
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