posted September 30, 2012 08:41 PM            

What makes this worth it when we can't even connect?

You don't want "us", you treat me like a burden

I have to negotiate time together, and you act like it's a drag

What is worth it about our love, is it really even there?

Are these empty words and promises we make by habit only?

I feel like a failure as a partner,

and I know I'm not the only one who's let it slide

It hurts me to be without your love

It hurts to feel cast off

I cry for something you express when it's convenient

when you need what only I can provide

I am in a lifeboat without a map

all I can see is sky

All I do as I watch the ripples

Just wish to cut your part of my heart out, and toss it aside

Bring me love, bring me life

without it my breath is strained

Show me where my destiny lies

Perhaps You're guiding me past a path of pain

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