posted May 25, 2014 03:34 PM
I sit here now.
Sad and scared.
For this pain inside.
Cannot be bared.My heart it weeps.
Though I know not why.
I pray for it to stop.
Please let it die.
What have I done?
To deserve your ire?
Will you not cease?
Shall you never tire?
Why must you show me?
This sight I see?
Why must I feel?
This hurt in me?
I see all things.
In a diffrent light.
Let me be normal.
Please make me right.
Was this a gift?
You wish I see?
Is this just how?
You punish me?
You show me this world.
In such a beautiful way.
Then you banish it.
You take it away.
Replace it with hurt.
This ache in my heart.
A pain so severe.
It tears me apart.
Is this a game?
You play with my mind?
Do you play it?
To pass your time?
Do you enjoy it?
To you is it fun?
Are you laughing?
When you are done?
You gave me this heart.
Yet made it so weak.
First though you cursed it.
Thus made it so meek.
I've been here now.
For so very long.
Though sometimes I feel.
I just don't belong.
I hope you enjoy.
This game you play.
For I shall endure it.
I will not sway.
My eyes now weep.
The tears they flow.
My heart shall heal.
Though ever so slow.
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Sun in Gemini - Moon in Pisces - Ascendant Scorpio