posted January 27, 2015 11:22 PM
Ayelet ! I was thinking about you last night.... We must have a soul-connection.Different writers here affect me in different wonderful ways... Your writings stir me sooo deeply Ayelet. AND, it seems perhaps we move through similar astro transits in life, because your topics parallel what's going on with me VERY directly in my life.
Look into my eyes
and see yourself
in a straight and honest mirror
No lies are possible
Where there is a heart...
How I wish that for ME too, Ayelet.
When I saw a mirage
I did not believe my eyes.
I had gone so far
And this one was much to far
For me
When I find your bones, I shall grab one
And make myself a flute
So I would not forget
I understand the feeling of wanting to withdraw yourself from any chances of love, again. Go live in a Desert, and just be by yourself. That way you can't get hurt ever again, especially when you're a deep and tender person. That sounds like a good thing right now to me too. Love hurts.... too much.
What does a 'mirage' mean to you, Ayelet?
Not sure but, in Buddhism/EasternReligions, doesn't this have to do with the drawing of oneself towards the more-carnal desires, than keeping with it's supreme opposite in the spirit which is aloofness? This 'mirage' is something that a guru-like person would want to reject and forcibly cast away from his life when they are on the path to seeking enlightenment?
Is it more-Noble to burn, and not have your desire met? Know that your anguish is shared.
Ayelet.... You mention the Flute? I recall one of the most haunting sweet-painful melodies I've ever heard.... I think it was a song created by a swami Kriyananda. I still remember it. It pierces my Heart, and has followed me through times in my life. For me, the flute had to do with pursuing the call of God, and the yearning in the soul to be united.
I love the way asteroids can be used to play word-associations with them, as a game. So weird how they can come together in synchronous ways we can chose, to remind about the different storylines woven in our lives.
I've been on a Christmas tangent recently (by intuition). On the 'Christmas week' degrees, I found asteroid 8770 Totanis (mine at Capricorn 2.35rx, and it hovers over h13 Osc/apogee BML at the entrance of my Scorpio 12 House today).
I looked up what a Totanis is. It's a type of Sandpiper bird. I thought of the song The Sandpiper.....
Incorporating words from your Beautiful Poem, I share this bitter-sweet song with you. It's masculine, then feminine...
(music) The Shadow of Your Smile (Tony Bennett, ...then Barbra Streisand) [6:28] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mmRJZlobsUo