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Topic: God's Abode
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thequeen
Knowflake Posts: 1151
From: Al Da Beatz
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted May 02, 2015 01:44 PM
  
Reluctant to sleep, my eyes closed,
Falling so numb, was heavily dosed,
I carried two souls, inside of me,
One was mine, one belonged to thee,
I heard God say, “you are pious”,
And then he said, “there is no bias”,
“You reap what you sowed, in last life,
I made you live then with, no strife”,
I pondered, was in void idiosyncrasies,
My disposition was halt, in paralysis,
As all I recall, my heart could feel,
But my body, was in prison not real,
So holy I felt, in God’s abode,
Walking so chaste, in my heart’s road,
I calmed my breath, in soothing breeze,
So holy it smelled, the falling leaves,
Someone around, yet gazed at me,
Feeling under surveillance, couldn’t feel free,
My heart pounded loud, against the skin,
Making me conceal, my face in dim,
But God came again, enlightened me,
All I recognise, he yet blessed me.IP: Logged |
mirage29
Knowflake Posts: 3532
From: us
Registered: May 2012
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posted May 03, 2015 04:04 AM
So beautiful, TQ  Always... Sounds as if you had a past-life memory you tapped-into? ... I like 'the colors.' I want to say this... that the life you are consciously living now is the one to live out fully. To think that God would punish you now for having had a good life before, just doesn't ring with fairness (that one would have to drag the dirties into this one, and suffer 'this' whole life, because 'someone' partied in the last one-- whether or not that could be true)... This Life right now can be very very difficult, and incredibly complicated. But try to hold in your heart in mind, the attitude and thought that you are the Best inwardly soul-matured YOU than you could ever have been as yet. Do not regard any handicaps, or judge on how much prosperity you think you have or don't--That is not criteria. Material is not the measure. Pain is not the measure of being a good or bad person, or a reasoning that you're reaping anything caused from before. Things just "ARE" sometimes... And there's a higher reasoning and logic to things that are higher than our ability to comprehend it. Living in the material is hard. Having a material body, and putting up with 'folk' can be hell enough, right? So, ... being that Best of best 'now' in this lifetime, cast away those dark straps and seaweeds that would tie you to the 'then'... Draw within you every incredible little minutia of life, every one of Nature's beautiful details you can find out there and with your mind suck out the nectar of every Alive-indication you see in it. Drink that in. These things exist and do it 'all by themself'... The things we see are not conscious of striving to live. It's just a Gift that they can't possibly be conscious they possess... I know that what I've said is not what you really wrote about perhaps, but I really was touched, and moved to say what I said. {  ref to other post, hey? are we still having babies here?!  } I love how it all resolved for you, in these lines: "But God came again, enlightened me,
All I recognize, he yet blessed me." How Good is that, indeed! (Loved it!) IP: Logged |
Pearlty
Moderator Posts: 935
From: Ohio
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted May 03, 2015 01:46 PM
Queen, this was divine to read.
and Mirage your reply was wonder filled, you have that knack of seeing to the core beautifully. IP: Logged |
mirage29
Knowflake Posts: 3532
From: us
Registered: May 2012
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posted May 03, 2015 01:48 PM
... Thanks PearltyIP: Logged |
Ayelet
Knowflake Posts: 820
From:
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted May 04, 2015 07:28 PM
Begins with a romantic hint, goes on into a religious and more of a solitary experience. Dreamy, meditates on being under either God's grace or God's judgement.IP: Logged | |
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