posted January 12, 2016 03:41 PM            

Sweetheart WW.... I feel you, and you are Precious.

You hang in there!!! Don't you sell your Soul to no one else but YOU and your Beautiful Self.

What they did to your body deserves JAIL time in the worst HELLS imagined.

You probably think you there's something wrong with you.... And it was 99% THEM!!

When you are "hooked" into the pharma-cult like that, they will 'convince' you that there's something horribly 'wrong' with you, when it's BASICALLY just the ~SIDE-EFFECTS of THEIR drug in YOUR body.

And because it is an "industry" and the persons who prescribe get PAID to give you these chemicals, -- if you have the MISfortune of walking in and being in the hands of an unscrupulous, grossly untalented 'entrepreneur', then you run the risk of having your life RUINED, or (god-forbid) you be tempted to 'take your own life'.....

oh FIE!!!!! on these!!! and Eternal damnations!!!!! be theirs.

To me, it's like what I heard an old astrologer say---- some people just need a few glasses of wine, a HARD CRY. Let it out!

If this was the case for you, WW, I hope someday you'll have a turnaround moment where you'll be able to detox off all that junk. That you'll turn to a good quality COUNSELING Astrologer who KNOWS what they're doing. Especially someone metaphysically-oriented, because of some of your posts I've seen.

Some people get TRANSITS that can make you feel or seem crazy--- Maybe some are??, but there ARE people who are having METAPHYSICAL experiences and need some incredibly GROUNDED been-there persons to talk to.

I've been in that kind of 'trap' and position in my life before. I have SOOOO many DRUG sensitivities, that even taking a SIMPLE antihistamine can give me a dissociative reaction. I spent a lot of my life taking antihistamines because I lived in an environmental area where my allergies were year-round severe.

Where I live now, my allergy problems only last about 3-weeks, a few times a year.

I got 'clear' off ALL drugs (except my hormone for thyroid, and a stomach acid inhibitor). THAT's it. I found out 'who' I really was. I STOPPED having panic-attacks that went out of proportion (that the drugs I took in order to stop/prevent attacks were making WORSE). I came to understand that sometimes Mercury-People have NATURAL insomnia (because of transits), and not to 'worry' about sleeping. You go to bed to REST, not so much sleep. Sometimes you can fall asleep for only a few hours and feel just as refreshed as 8 hours. It's YOUR 'natural' cycle, and people need to 'learn' themselves like that, and not 'worry' if you're different from the established norms. You need to set what is normal for YOU.

I think that's one of the HUGE faults in medicine right now. The newbie-doctors all look at the computer for wisdom, when they don't have common horse-sense about individuals and unique ways the THEIR body and (transits!!!) cycles go.

awwwww WW. I just want to hug you SOOOO HARD!! and then, go out and just play. Just have some Venus Sagittarius time, and have a refreshing BLAST of relaxation-play....

Quietly, and Most of all, you are one of those individuals here that I 'notice' --- and I send you WELL wishes, and I'm soooo glad to see you posting here again.

posted January 12, 2016 08:28 PM            

Do you know how "new mental illnessses" are found? By voting! Every couple of years psychiatrists are meeting in an international convention and voting for new categories to be put into the DSM.

If there is a chemical imbalance, as stated, in the brain of the patient, how come there are no physical examinations upon hospitalisation?

posted January 13, 2016 09:36 AM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Hi WhiteWitch, I don't think you insulted anyone, just brought up some discussion.

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I was thinking the same Ayelet. As well depending on what spectra you've been on the subject differs.

Glad you're okay WW...thanks for stopping in.

posted January 13, 2016 11:22 AM            

I've been through a lot, and I've had a friend who used to call me from long-distance (every day). She often would call with a constant threat to commit suicide. There was nothing I could do for her, and I REFUSED to get 'hooked' into calling the cops, her therapists, etc... I couldn't go to her house anymore or invite her to come stay with me a while (as she would).

She was ON "all" those drugs you talked about. And her sister had committed suicide on Depakote. She had a husband who was on needle-insulin, and she would take his needles and inject herself with overdoses of his medicine.

I guess I still think about her. She's about a 14-degree Sun Capricorn. I had to break off that relationship because there was 'nothing' I could personally do anymore after I relocated across the country from her. She started calling one of my daughters instead, who 'condemned' me for letting go of my long-time relationship with that woman. .... Thinking about it now, that daughter has a Mars-MC-Moon Capricorn conjunction at the same degree as that woman's Sun.

My daughter's relationship to my suicidal friend became the straw in my daughter's and my relationship. She sided with my friend, over me, and my tie with my own daughter was severed on this.

Sorry for my gloominess, my over-reactive nature concerning your problems, Whitewitch.

You helped me put another puzzle piece of what happened with me in my overall life.

I have all these old journals, which I see now as dross. Yes, all those things happened to me, but you don't see the 'whole picture' while you're writing in your journals. You don't REALLY see what happened to you until you find yourself over-reacting to something in the present-life.

posted January 14, 2016 07:43 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Sorry for over-reacting. I'll adjust my insides now, and will disregard further triggering language.

I've been through a lot, and I've had a friend who used to call me from long-distance (every day). She often would call with a constant threat to commit suicide. There was nothing I could do for her, and I REFUSED to get 'hooked' into calling the cops, her therapists, etc... I couldn't go to her house anymore or invite her to come stay with me a while (as she would).

She was ON "all" those drugs you talked about. And her sister had committed suicide on Depakote. She had a husband who was on needle-insulin, and she would take his needles and inject herself with overdoses of his medicine.

I guess I still think about her. She's about a 14-degree Sun Capricorn. I had to break off that relationship because there was 'nothing' I could personally do anymore after I relocated across the country from her. She started calling one of my daughters instead, who 'condemned' me for letting go of my long-time relationship with that woman. .... Thinking about it now, that daughter has a Mars-MC-Moon Capricorn conjunction at the same degree as that woman's Sun.

My daughter's relationship to my suicidal friend became the straw in my daughter's and my relationship. She sided with my friend, over me, and my tie with my own daughter was severed on this.

Sorry for my gloominess, my over-reactive nature concerning your problems, Whitewitch.

You helped me put another puzzle piece of what happened with me in my overall life.

I have all these old journals, which I see now as dross. Yes, all those things happened to me, but you don't see the 'whole picture' while you're writing in your journals. You don't REALLY see what happened to you until you find yourself over-reacting to something in the present-life.

Sorry everyone...

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Hi Mirage, no need to apologize, I'm
So sorry for your loss. Just know that it wasn't your fault.
I also have bi-polar disorder, so sometimes when I get into my depressive states, it's very hard for me...But you are so sweet, and I thank you so much for your kind words. <3

posted January 14, 2016 11:24 AM            

There was one girl I knew about 16 years ago, who attached herself to me, and used to seek me out. Came over to my house to stay a few times.

She would get sooo manic that they would literally have to belt her to a chair and give her drugs that would almost force her (into what I would think would be) a coma just so that she wouldn't "exhaust" herself to death.

Then, when she'd cycle down, she could get sooo depressed that THAT was almost like she lived as a vegetable. Same person.

She was a magnificently brilliant, brilliant girl. They hadn't invented a medicine or treatment that could cure her then. (I have no idea of her status now.)

So anyways!.... I tend to be very sensitive, and I guess things just hit me the wrong-right way when I read your posts. Like I said, it got ME back in touch with something in my background that I hadn't connected before. So, for this, I thank you. *Smile*

I am VERY glad that your 'episode' is correcting itself. Honestly, your language scared me!... But, I'll know you better now. Thank you for 'sharing' with me.

I am just sooo glad you're okay, and that you ARE being supported by people who are familiar with you. *let's go of breath now*

Thank you so much for communicating with me.