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Topic: Nocturnal Sadness
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Pearlty
Moderator Posts: 1255
From: Ohio
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted January 21, 2016 12:15 PM
  
Dreams of deprivation
leaving me- melancholy
which is worse
awake or asleep?When all I could
do was watch
and seem unaffected
by betrayal
and startled
back into hurt. IP: Logged |
mirage29
Knowflake Posts: 4786
From: us
Registered: May 2012
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posted January 21, 2016 05:36 PM
~I can empathize with that feeling, all too well!  {{  }}  Weeping may endure for a Night,
But Joy comes...
through the mourning,
INTO the morning. ((Transits right now have a lot of 'restless' qualities to them, AND are unwinding past patterns we've had... Will keep going at least till end of month. It's all for our release & relief. It's possible to be feeling elated and sad at the same time... Don't judge. Merely observe (on one hand) and go ahead and feel what you're feeling (there's info for you in it). Offer it up... Heaven is in the Healing of our Pasts business. Take wonderful Care of your self!)) Keep Processing! K.P. ... (music) Lullabye (Billy Joel) [3:32] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcnd55tLCv8 IP: Logged |
Pearlty
Moderator Posts: 1255
From: Ohio
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted January 22, 2016 09:17 AM
Thanks for the reply, transit info., and music Mirage. 
A few weeks ago I woke up in the night after an unsettling dream and jotted this down right away.
I suppose it was the subconscious moving through.IP: Logged |
mirage29
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From: us
Registered: May 2012
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posted January 22, 2016 10:31 AM
Thanks for explaining, Pearlty. When you're going through hell, keep your feet moving!-- don't stop. IP: Logged |
thequeen
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From: India
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted January 22, 2016 11:22 AM
I like how you try to discern the state of wakefulness and sleep. It's always better to move away from hurting and is that maybe why you're startled? IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted January 22, 2016 06:12 PM
It is mysterious. I'll share an experience: once I was in the astral and felt much annoyance and noise, and felt really troubled and unhappy. I remember telling myself:" I need to go to sleep", and intantly, as I said it, I opened my eyes. It was as if being awake was actually the dream state.IP: Logged |
Pearlty
Moderator Posts: 1255
From: Ohio
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted January 22, 2016 08:18 PM
Thanks for reading thequeen. I believe I felt startled because a peaceful calm I had been use to was disheveling in the dream...and fell apart in an instant.
Reminds one to never get too too comfortable and complacid, which were my afterthoughts upon awakening. IP: Logged |
Pearlty
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From: Ohio
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posted January 22, 2016 08:19 PM
"When you're going through hell, keep your feet moving!-- don't stop. "^^ How true Mirage!
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Pearlty
Moderator Posts: 1255
From: Ohio
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted January 22, 2016 08:31 PM
Thanks Ayelet,
and thank you for sharing your experience.
I too have been astrally out there- hasn't happened for a long time though. It wasn't something planned, thought out, or even understood by myself back then. I would try to recollect and write about it the next day and some poems have came from it. There were instances when -I didn't want to come back, and in the morning I could see tears dried up on my face in the mirror. There were other occasions that felt iffy.. dangerous upon returning- and I remember reciting prayers as loud as I could in my mind, old prayers that I do not know on this plane..but thankfully knew in that one. IP: Logged |
thequeen
Knowflake Posts: 2286
From: India
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted January 23, 2016 04:46 AM
quote:
Originally posted by Pearlty:
Thanks for reading thequeen. I believe I felt startled because a peaceful calm I had been use to was disheveling in the dream...and fell apart in an instant.
Reminds one to never get too too comfortable and complacid, which were my afterthoughts upon awakening.
Thanks for explaining so fully Pearlty. Its true we should never get too accustomed to the comforts of life, which are only a phase. Thanks for the wonderful quote mirage, needed to hear something like that. IP: Logged |
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