posted January 23, 2016 12:44 PM
It's still a work in progress(my state of mind, not the poem itself), I'm doing a lot of soul-searching, meditating and psychotherapy so I can finally defeat my lifetime demons, fears and insecurities, it's an upward climb to a big mountain, but I'll fight to reach to higher realms of happiness.And I'm starting to finally speak to the cancer woman again, and tonight we'll meet again after almost 7 weeks, there's a lot of mutual fear to see each other, as we have disconnected a lot from each other, but somehow I got the way, and I'll finally reconnect with her again, let's hope it's for the best.
Peace of mind's no longer an illusion
I have found the light
I've broken the strong institution
of pain and misery at last
And I will give and I will love
And I'll take and I won't fake
And to others I'll serve with dignity
For the sake of my newfound sanity
In your mind you can find the healing
Through the mirror of the lost souls
Yours is the choice to keep fighting
Against the disease that breaks people apart
And I won't fear no more
And I won't run of the sun
Of the light I have deny it
That you gave me the chance to see it