posted February 06, 2016 11:13 AM            

Many man have fallen
As I did under your spell
Yet all the things you’ve written
Said it all so ********* well
You’re a star in the distant sky
Hard to be reached

The only thing I’m needing
Is that you can set me free
The only thing I’m asking
Take this love to the sea

And we played a part
In a movie about a tragedy
That everyone dies in agony
And the winner takes your heart
But that man ain’t me baby
That’s the trouble I’m in

The only thing I’m needing
Is that you can set me free
The only thing I’m asking
Take this love to the sea

I could plea for an extension
To start all over again
To make you feel this emotion
That’s running on my veins
That needs to be expelled
To end this waiting game

The only thing I’m needing
Is that you can set me free
The only thing I’m asking
Take this love to the sea

You‘re true to me
Architect of melodies
But what’s now on my mind
Can’t be satisfied with the blues
It longs just for something
That it won’t come back no more

posted February 07, 2016 01:37 PM            

If the relationship isn't working out, sometimes that's a clue. You don't NEED any more fresh HURTs in your life.

If she's playing all those games with your heart now?, then that's the way she would be were she to become your bride. PLEASE don't do that to yourself. Don't be a masochist.... Start fresh. There's a saying... With friends like that, you don't need enemies? SHE is 'not' your friend, and her boyfriend is not either (they are still together--- and that is NOT your challenge to break them apart? It could be 'a tool' she's using to get closer to HIM, and not you.)

Look for someone who DESERVES your Passion, Admiration, and Praise. Don't keep throwing your Heart's Pearls in front of someone who treats you like a swine.... Have some dignity. She's NOT available??! {{{ }}}

You may be being 'set up' for a hurtful fall again. Maybe she's trying to get 'that other boyfriend' to be more committed to her. (I had a super-quick glimpse at the chart you posted of hers??... If I were your big sister, I'd be worried for you.) HUGE possibility is that she's "using" you. And with her BF cozying himself up to you too? Red Flags....

(Hope I'm wrong?)... 'HER' Friends will be 'her' friends and not afraid to "use" you or "play" you, make their 'profit' off of you and your music AT YOUR expense! ... People are not beyond doing that, in this day and age. People to them are disposable-dog-trash.

I say you need to gather up what you have left of your heart (and finances, music band) and sing THIS song to her!

(music) It Ain't Me Babe (Bob Dylan, subtitles, Legendado) [4:09] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d338B1y1FJo

posted February 07, 2016 10:38 PM            

Also the two points are:
1- Last saturday was the first time we spent together in almost 2 months, your point will be valid if we never stopped to see each other, not this near total disconnection that just returned a bit when we met

2- That I just met the guy in that meeting, my guts felt he was a good guy, but too simple and narrow minded for her. But it is what it is. And the lady is already quite famous in our music scene, she doesn't need me that much, she already has a reputation.

And today I encounter a very close friend of mine, who's a close friend of hers and when I told her she had a new relationship she was very surprised and upset because how fast she jumped with this guy, as she's been friends with the cancer woman already for many years, she knows all of her dramas and stuff, and she felt kinda dissappointed with her.

What kind of things of her chart makes you think she will use me? I want to know, so I can understand it.

If your worries ended up being true, I won't sing It Ain't me Babe, I'll sing this

Idiot Wind http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=405_1311641334
With all the wrath and venom Dylan has in that performance.

posted February 08, 2016 02:57 PM            

As I said before, I am not a relationship astrologer. I'm an amateur and still have much to learn.

I'd only glimpsed at her chart, and it did draw in my breath... I can't recall it right now. But YOU are 'the expert' because you are 'there' and are directly involved with them. Always Trust your instincts. I really believe that you are a good person....

Be careful of EVER taking literal "revenge" out on ANYONE. This could work against you, and against your dreams and career endeavors. Sublimate (re-direct) those feelings into your writing and music. Take all that 'energy' and focus it INTO your work. Keep things honest, instead of trying to trip another person up? People who do that get caught eventually. YOU be the BEST person you can be. Develop good character, have Manners and strong values... Let these be the Mark of your reputation. They will speak FOR you in the long run.

So, I feel better about things now that you filled in some blanks.... You say that her other guy is subpar, and you have the validation that her friend agrees? *breath* okay!! LOL.

Then maybe fate has Blessed you with enormous opportunity. Certainly, if she's a kind of celebrity, then you have someone who IS your level, LF_DX.

I really Believe that you CAN go far in your life.

May your BEST and Richest Dreams come true for you. May Luck, Good Fortune and Blessings chase you down and tackle you good!!!

Take VERY Good Care of You.....