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LF DX
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From: Paraguay
Registered: Sep 2014

posted September 01, 2016 12:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
All that there is, it might not be tomorrow
Glimpses of the eclipse are coming soon
Darkness at the break of noon
In this deathly domain, full of disappointment and rain
Flows the sorrow like an endless river
And it flows through me
In my veins

All that it was it may come back again
Like the scenes of a forsaken paradise in green
Shadows of the crimson moon
In this land of misery, where there’s no sign of glory
Creeps through on me like a disease
Like the veil of death
In my veins

And all that never was, it may never come
Like the caress of Guinevere in my dreams
Visions of the black rose in bloom
In this earth of lies, full of baleful crimes
Comes to me like a nightmare
And the madness flows like a forceful stream
In my veins

All that can be, My eyes won't see it
Glimpses of the eclipse are coming soon
Darkness at the break of noon
In this deathly domain, full of disappointment and rain
Flows the sorrow like an endless river
And it flows through me
In my veins

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mirage29
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posted September 01, 2016 03:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
{The video of this song has a moving annular eclipse happening behind the embracing couple.}

Message for you, LFDX...

(music) Don’t Give Up (Peter Gabriel, w Kate Bush, lyrics) [6:29] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VjEq-r2agqc

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LF DX
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posted September 01, 2016 05:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm in another downhill phase, As almost every person I know is having some romantic and/or sexual fun, and I'm having none of it again... The cancer woman and I are having our eternal tensions once again, as we're both single and having some sort of troubles dealing with each other, and me not deciding of what I want, love or casual fun, between a few women that I'm attracted, Back to square one I guess...

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mirage29
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posted September 02, 2016 01:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Oh LFDX!!! What a palette of experiences you are having! Filling up your bank. Such Passions, the agony and the ecstasy... *grin*

You are sampling Life... and somewhere in this banquet feast you'll come to find that moment when you've popped into a whole other satisfaction and awareness of Life.

Yes, sex and feeling in-love is freak-delicious fun and so nourishing to be held and touched--- certainly feeding that romantic poetic soul of yours. AND, there's a whole other level of intimacy you'll find available to your soul too. You (in your experiences now) are cultivating this without fully realizing yet. ...But I'm Believing you will, some day, if you want to GO to that Higher Level. It IS Possible.

'Downhill'? can feel like a sad word?, but is actually part of the wonderful momentum. You carefully determinedly climb the mountains of life, and after learning a bit, you master and reap enjoyment for the rhythms of up and downs-- It's all part of it, not separated. Long-Term Life-Rewards will BE there and come forth for practices and Adventuring with a Daring Heart.

Let not your Heart be troubled...


I admire your stick-to-itiveness. You don't give up easily!!! And that's good! But I do gently caution you to self-care and more balance, so you can adjust the perspectives and interpretation of what's happening to you, so you don't 'go down' tooo toooo far. (Certainly not a time right now for indulging in too much drugs and alcohol too. Take extra care at this time with these, as the addictive nature of substances could be stronger?)

One of my daughters was sensitive to the presence or absence of friends and waxing and waning of popularity in her life. I used the metaphor with her, of the rhythms of tides at the lakes or seashores.

When they retreat, then don't despair... Enjoy your rest, and catchup doing the things you would like to do for yourself that you wouldn't have time for otherwise.

Enjoy it when they're not around, LFDX... It gives you quality time for reflecting. REcharge your batteries. Organize your life. Not a time for too many glooms and despairs, so much as gleaning what you learned about yourself, and being proud of the progress you made. You've done a LOT!! Drop blaming yourself... Enjoy the Possible Future from what you've taken in about life and love.

We enjoy your work sooo much LFDX!! and hearing your stories. You ADD to us here, and your Creativity helps us all enjoy the Human Experience.

This is the long hiking video... I watched with affection, thinking of your life and poetic pieces. The songs are good too.

(music) Forever Lost (Pretty Lights; Benjamin Mennell's vid of hiking up Fantasy Ridge, April 2013) [8:52] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nf_EDbdAtAQ

Again .... Wishing you always The VERY Best that Love has to Offer us in our lifetimes.

(music) The Glory of Love (Bette Midler, from movie Beaches) [3:20] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZkzM2krUixs

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Ayelet
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posted September 02, 2016 02:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Very lyrical and painful. Loved it. I wonder whether in the spring the tone of your lyrics would change...

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Pearlty
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posted September 02, 2016 05:25 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Pearlty     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ephermal and solemn..
yet it is touching & real while the heart is feeling.


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