posted June 21, 2017 09:18 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
Caught up. Have read every word.
Even researched and listened to a few selections from each of the music groups you mentioned. ...
Moods and lyrics were sorta frightening, and quite dark! Kinda scary. Lots of powerful creative energy.
Especially Miranda Sex Garden, Cover my Face. That drum-piece, with the eerie-quality light soprano voice in highest-register was a fascinating art piece. Strange lyrics.

So! LOL. The girls in your setting are going to church every week now?... Ha!~ I LOVE IT!
(humor) Better Watch out now??? --
'Bad-Girls gone Good' can make the Best kind of Converts! *wink. Huge-Grin* *Mellow *

Anyways... you're really good at writing!

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If any of this has any reflection of the kind of childhood you went through, I feel pained-sorrow for the kind of chaotic parenting atmosphere you went through.

For parts of your texts, your scenes--
I imaginatively saw settings of scenes from Girl, Interrupted (Angelina Jolie) in my head. Some of the dark parts of that movie remind me of flavor-pieces from your story.

While reading your piece, I've also recalled scenes from some very late-night wee-hours TV stations-- the ones depicting stories with some darkly-lit settings... I felt here that I could have overlaid your conversations and actions from your scripts into those settings, same characters used.

I'm hoping this is therapeutic for you. Tons of material!!

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As far as me and writing?
I had worked on editing, tweaking, compiling, and basically fleshing-out some other people's writings. Proof-reading.
They were published by through the authors privately, and circulated in certain circles-- even going around the globe.
(Main areas were study guides for religious college(pentecostal); metaphysically channeled works; and compiled the rudiments of a biography on new-age birthing philosophies.)
Some short compositions.
A small crude handful of poems that I illustrated with pastels, artwork, collage-work.
I've forgotten now, but one (maybe two) of the poems was(were) accepted in a vanity-publication of collection of poetry one year. ...
I kept journals for several decades.
Then also, a collection of small book of personal prayers.

Other than that?
I have my posts around LL, and some from website/forums I'd belonged to before this one.
(Kept copies of most of those site's writings, numbered Titled and organized in binders-- similar topics as I do here. Only difference is that I've been able to add songs to enhance or punctuate my posts while here at LL.)

Thank you so much for asking.

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Thank you so much Mirage, I am beginning to realize that in my writing as well as my life that it is the ambiance of everything, its why music helps me to write so well.
Gwen and Raegan are kind of my two sides of myself. There has always been an element of not truly knowing myself in my life. And I think I kind of tie a lot of my experiences in with them.
I did begin this as a therapeutic outlet. One of the issues that came up in my Twin Flame Journey was facing things that happened to me in my past.