posted January 21, 2012 01:57 PM            

hugs

i found nd joined the forum at around the christmas time..i jst lv it..i keep reading and reading through the posts and its awesome

joined it at the worst crisis phase of my life(i dnt think anything worse than that can ever happen to me)...i seeked truth , answers and hope...but i got much much more from here > friends , strength , and love.

life is just messed up these days...am just undergoing the transition from a status of married to separated and then to divorced soon.

i used to be so unwilling to live at a point..i remember when i was little younger than this , a small problem like , not getting into the desired university, would make me to end my life. now , i seriously find such thoughts as useless. so even when i ask > what would u do next then ? life is all so dark now....i tell myself > keep sitting or crying , but ending ur life is such a stupid option...

i still have a big fear of facing people when in awkward conditions.

am a true mercury person..with birth number 23...they say 5 is mercury...and true , even when i dont change my place or stuff , life keeps on bringing new people, places and things at regular intervals to my life...

i just wanna tell life , plz hold on for a while... its enough and i need stability now.

my everlasting wish is to be a mother...aww, till few years ago , i wished i could hav twin sons with green eyes..lolz

i call myself as alice in wonderland....or tinkerbell from neverland.....ah! wendy is a little too different from me

i lv u all....if am surviving this toughest phase of life, its coz of u gals...thank u..
much love nd blessings

posted January 21, 2012 03:18 PM            

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"The better you feel about yourself, the less you feel the need to show off." — Robert Hand

posted January 23, 2012 12:49 AM            

Blessings and healing to you in your difficult situation. My birth number is a 5 too and changes come into my life a lot. One day at a time and do good things for yourself. There is so much going on here in this place we called Earth. So much experiences to make our soul grow. May you find peace.

posted January 23, 2012 01:02 PM            

i can actually visualize fairies coming to tuck me up in the bed as i fall asleep crying...aww..thnk u all

@Sabine > hugs i read ur words almost 5 times ..they say 5 has a strong attraction towards 9..did u ever notice?