posted February 05, 2009 03:56 PM
I'm having trouble trying to work this out at the moment. I've become friendly with a colleague at work. She's a really nice girl and was the first person to befriend me when I started my job last year. However, I just don't know if her friendliness is genuine. I don't have many friends and in the past I've made bad choices where people are concerned and have been let down badly.Sometimes I don't mind being in this woman's company. She's very open with me, despite not knowing me very well, and tells me all about her life and her relationship. But sometimes when she's near me, I feel a chill go down my back and I just want to run away from her. I'm very sensitive to other people's energies (Jupiter 8th, Leo 12th). The woman's energy isn't negative; it's just intense and overwhelming.
I'd like to invite her to exhibitions I get invites to, and the left hand of my Libra scale, says 'Go ahead invite her', but the other half screams 'No way, don't do it'. To make things worse, I've been having recurring dreams about my friend and her boyfriend, who is also a colleague, bullying me. Even though they're just dreams, it's starting to affect me in the waking and makes me feel more vulnerable when I'm around both of them.
Also her boyfriend has caused some confusion within me too. Before they started dating, my intuition made me believe he liked me as I was getting signals from him, and to some extent I still am even though he seem to be crazy about my friend.
This whole situation makes me feel like packing in my job and the dreams are upsetting me. Looking at all three of our charts, could the couple become good friends of mine, especially the woman, or is it best that I try to avoid them? I'd really like to know whether I should bring these people into my life and confidence.
The woman and I are both sensitive and highly emotional, she a Cancer Sun, me a Cancer Moon, but perhaps we're too similar to be friends. What do you reckon? I'd be very grateful for any comments you may have.
My chart: http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?rs=3;btyp=w2gw;cid=mzmfilewiFJv P-u1233782847;go.x=19;go.y=2;nhor=1;nho2=1
Friend’s chart: http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?go.x=19&rs=3&btyp=w2gw& cid=mzmfilewiFJvP-u1233782847&go.y=2&nhor=2&go.x=26&go.y=7
Friend’s boyfriend’s chart: http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?go.x=19&rs=3&btyp=w2gw& cid=mzmfilewiFJvP-u1233782847&go.y=2&nhor=3&go.x=15&go.y=8
Many thanks
Miss Mystic